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Sunday, April 27, 2025
The LAST ACT, one possible dangerous future, a s-f short story
Dangerous Possible Future....
The LAST ACT
Robert scanned his holoscreen, then mentally net-keyed his weapon. Crouching behind his own cyrex shield not far from other comrades, he not so much waited for the crisis to micro-second up, but edged virtually closer and closer to its volatile precipice.
His elite space infantry squad of 30 volunteers hadn’t battled yet in this worldwide conflagration, but they were now to the blast point.
Robert keyed in a mild sedative to his blood stream as he waited, needed a little calm; looked back inwardly at the visual horror of the last few weeks, didn’t need to call up any vids on his helmet’s screen. His own memory abyssed enough.
The first horrific attack of the new world war had come almost simultaneously 6 weeks before--a sudden light-swift missile exchange that had almost simultaneously obliterated Washington D.C. and greater LA including Edwards Space Base--where he had first trained when he joined the Force.
And, on the other side, Beijing, Shanghai, and Hong Kong blasted to their own fiery hell.
D.C.’s destruction had been so invasive that much of the western Chesapeake Bay vaporized, leaving a strange desert of broiled seascape.
The first stark vid images reminded him of southern stretches of Martian desert where he had done his basic 3 years earlier. Despite the swirling thermonuclear trash in the atmosphere, his whole crew had flown in on the next shuttle from Darkside, the slang term for Moon base 21.
He was emotionally numb, knew it was futile for him to accept the offered return pass; for his parents, two brothers and young sister, all of whom lived in LA, were now not even a shade of a shadow. He didn’t mourn; it was too hellishly unreal.
No one knew who had actually started the conflagration. President Sherman and Prime Minister Chi-shek both blamed each other. But yet after that brief billion-human'd holocaust, they had e-stemmed from their mile-down bunkers and forged a nantex-thin truce.
Wasn't that the nature of debacled politics to carry on over the scorched bone meal of multi-millions of the innocent?
Both governments were still recovering, when Robert’s space ship touched down in southern Texas, the alternate space port to vaporized Edwards. Some hardened spacers were already gallows-humoring each other--"What's the..."
The vids stated that the two nations were dealing with their multi-millions of missing dead, and half a billion severely injured; all hospitals and medvac sites crowded even hallways and closets and storage bins with the wounded.
In Virginia, whole cities had been turned into vast field hospitals. Santa Barbara County in California had become a vast cyrex-mode temp city filled with millions of refugees fleeing the far out edges of the LA basin. Untold numbers were already experiencing radiation sickness.
So the two leaders had agreed to a temporary truce; then some UN negotiator had thought up the tournament and both sides quickly settled on this ultimate game. The U.S. and China would each choose 30 representatives to battle in the ancient way of symbolic war.
Hopefully, this would spare any more civilian casualties. Rather ironic that it was mainly in modern civilized war that multi-millions of civilians got slaughtered, often by the good guys.
Most people on the street made cynical remarks, didn’t think their leaders were sincere. It's only a PR cover, another crap game of political lies. 'They've' agreed to the game, not to solve this holocaust but to delay their chances of losing.
'They' want time to get more weapons ready, to pull a sudden poker move over the enemy. Yet in the higher realms of political intrigue, the tournament concept was a diplomatic coup, even lowering the belligerent criticism still railing forth from other UN member states.
Canadians and Mexican authorities were issuing radiation suits and warning their citizens not to drink surface water. The two enemies’ harsh diplomatic exchanges continued with their usual verbal war of veiled words, misleading propaganda, and out-wrong name-calling, even while agreeing on the ancient method—the hero’s challenge.
Pop vids reminded the less educated populace that this aged form of battle--"the Tournament"--came from ancient contests, probably the most glorified saga in the ancient Judeo-Christian Bible story where Philistines had challenged Israelites with their taller-than-life champion, Goliath, and dared one Israelite to come against him in single combat. The Israelites sent a young man, David.
Yeah, Robert, thought; I’m now a participant in a modern replay of that ancient way of 'symbolic' war.
But glancing down at the vaporizer he held tightly, he wondered who he was, whether David or Goliath or a hybrid mix. And the actual battle wouldn't be symbolic at all, except for the Orwellian politicians.
But he had no regrets. Had volunteered for this ultimate contest—out of the black hole of numbed grief for his family, his friends, his ravaged country. He still couldn't really feel at all--not any hate, no revenge.
His family's deaths were suspended in pause mode. He felt only an endless blankness, a bottomless pit within, yet out of that came this call to stop the carnage.
Strangely too, in dark contrast, one side of him actually looked forward to this challenge--for the exciting contest, a real battle, no more fight-sims, no more endless parading about the fields at Camp Pendleton, Cal, or flying to Mars again for another set of wilderness maneuvers in southern craters.
This battle might be his only chance to actually fight--almost face to face-- like soldiers had battled a century ago, a millennium ago, 4,000 years ago. At least it was sure as hell better than getting turned to crisp in a micro-second by another thermonuclear exchange.
Battle strategies and strategic maneuvers from a hundred historic wars Robert had studied lasered back into him now. As a history professor at UCLA, he had taught European history. Sometimes small attacks were the volatile hinges on which the rest of history swung.
Robert's ruminating of this took up only a lesser side of his consciousness. Mainly, he focused on the scree-strewn landscape and the gray enemy shields a few hundred meters away, looking for unusual movement.
Up-to-the-second news flashed from the net communication unit of his battle suit, the images and word lines in front of his eyes, like strange aliens flitting over the landscape ahead of him.
Now, the instant feed to his cerebral cortex warned him the Chinese soldiers were moving behind their shields. Though his compstat would warn him before any attack, he still watched cat-like, fixed on the enemy cyrex shields across the landscape to the east.
Net: Warning over. False alarm; enemy is only exercising. Robert relaxed his tense muscles and briefly glanced northward where in hazed-distance he could vaguely see the massed bulk of the Himalayan range of mountains, though their peaks were obscured by heavy smog--the aftermath of many missile detonations and smoke from countless fire-storms hundreds of feet high.
Ash fell intermittently, dark twisted flakes. How many contained traces of human DNA? Unconsciously, he brushed his right arm and shoulder. And refused to think of his family.
Huge slashes on the sides of the range were barely visible where whole sections of tmountains had avalanched down in the midst of the bombing holocaust. He avoided looking southwest. One of America’s many missiles had misfired and taken out northeastern India. He tried not to think of the millions dead there.
Strange that this high plateau, known in the past as Tibet, should be chosen as the Tournament site. 3 days earlier, he and his fellow warriors had been space shot to the location in a carrier shuttle.
How had the Chinese gotten here? Maybe they had been here all along, though supposedly Tibet had become a neutral independent state in 2030.
Now both sides crouched at the precipice of their own death or victory. And in front of them in time’s future arc lay the possible new life or the imploding nova of their fiery planet’s demise.
Robert suddenly winced and held a hand up to his helmet. Unexpectedly and frightful in its overwhelming allness, a thought-message was blasting into Robert’s consciousness.
A nearby comrade also must have received the message, as he dropped to the ground and removed his helmet and put his hands up to his head.
Despite the all-pervasive message, Robert commanded his fellow soldier, "Get your helmet back on!"
The transcendent warning burned too intensely to vocalize or mind print, unless one was to write with a volcano’s explosive power or a cosmic supernova.
His instant net feed said that around the globe billions of humans were stopped in their activities, transfixed by the thought-message. It appeared that it was worldwide. But from where?
Immediately, Robert decided to obey. He wasn't a believer, but this Voice wasn't earthly. He stooped and lay his large weapon at his feet on top of the ash-covered scree. About him, others lay down their weapons and knelt. Several Chinese came from behind their shields and also knelt down.
No one made an attempt to pray to whatever gods they believed in. Would a person try and pour water at the bottom of the Pacific?!
Totally immersed, pressured--opened in their consciousness, they humbled before the transcendent omniscient experience. One of his fellow soldiers lay down on the ground so overwhelmed he almost lost consciousness.
A Chinese soldier in the distance, to the right threw his weapon to the ground, rushed past his fellow soldiers and, arms raised, ran northward toward the blurred mountains.
In contrast, Robert felt a great sense of peace fill him and the battle-upness of moments before vaporized, the numbness vanished. Calmly, he tabbed deconstruct on his vision screen and his cyrex barrier disappeared. Others were doing the same.
Now they stood face to face with their enemy challengers and walked toward them. His opposite who had briefly knelt now rose, was in a formidable-looking suit, though it seemed old-style, still had visible air tanks and was obviously pressurized—bad old days. His father had told him about those has-beens. His father! Anguish filled him, his gone family...
Focusing instead on the enemy in front of him, Robert walked toward the bulky individual wondering what his opponent was like. The Chinese combatant advanced toward him.
Robert realized that he would have difficulty seeing the enemy’s face in the smogged glare of the day and keyed in to his net to see if there was any stat-intel—none yet...
He stopped in front of the cloaked figure, raised a hand to shake, and then felt foolish and dropped his arm. The enemy rubbed one arm across its facial plate.
Robert almost stepped back; it was a young woman! She had a small nose and intense eyes; was probably no more than 21 years old, must be slender with such delicate facial features, and weighed down under all that old war suit.
She smiled up at Robert, her eyes like brown velvet. She bowed and then extended her hand. They shook, stared at each other for what seemed like minutes, and then both started to talk at once.
First, Robert and she exchanged net code. Her name was Baozhai, from Macau.
Briefly, Robert recalled the vids—much of coastal China had been turned into a burning chaos, vast amounts of ocean water turned to steam.
Baozhai was a draftee, former biophysics engineer, loved 4--dimensional chess and ancient water color painting. They shared personal vids and a long dialogue ensued.
Even though there were 58 others doing so, Robert and Baozhai were, momentarily, as if the only two humans existing.
He told her of his university background, being a lecturer in 17th century European history, then a volunteer for the 15th Martian exploration mission, the one educator on the trip.
And how later he had become a soldier, why he liked to study ancient battlefields, and his love for historical fiction vids.
Their brief dialogue was interrupted. New orders came screening to him from Central Command. Baozhai’s face disappeared and images of Central Command appeared in his face view screen.
A large man with gnarled hands stood facing him in an underground bunker—“This is General Stafford of Omaha SAC representing the President; no doubt you have also encountered the overwhelming invasive message that has hacked into our systems and invaded our minds.
Many religious people are claiming it’s a direct revelation from God. The State Department is doing intensive research as to the message and to its real source.
You are cautioned to stay on standby--no hasty action is to be taken to engage the enemy unless directly attacked. Nor are you, however, to halt preparation for the Challenge until more information can be netted. Please standby; more orders will be forthcoming.”
The verbal message ended, the Stars and Stripes waved across Robert’s vision screen, then vanished, and he could again see Baozhai.
She was staring up at him intently, her eyes almost too large for her face and diminutive nose. Evidently she hadn’t been able to access his message, nor had she received one from her government.
“It was a message to us from our President,” Robert said to her, “the usual standby with notification that everyone seems to have gotten the inner consciousness message we did. Some claim it was God. The higher-ups aren’t convinced though; they think it may be a new hacknet from your government.
Me, I’m an atheist. I’ve been to Mars too many times, never seen any evidence of a higher power, only lots of space, dark matter, galaxies, and planets.”
Baozhai frowned with a slight wrinkling of the bridge of her nose. She ignored his accusation against her government and focused on his skepticism. “I’ve studied plenty of brain matter in my biophysics lab; I never encountered an individual.
She then smiled. “If I studied your brain matter, Robert, I don’t think I would find you either.”
He laughed, both at her impertinence and at the insightful twist she had put to his skepticism. “Okay, I see your point; I did study four years of philosophy, Kant and all that about practical reason; I retract my rather hasty judgment."
"Rather let me say, that based on my study of nature and history—especially wars of the past, and now this last few weeks of apocalypse, I don’t see any Intelligence in the Cosmos—none--but what’s inside our helmets,” he said and tapped her head gear impulsively.
She stepped back.
“Excuse me, Baozhai.”
She looked intently at him for a moment and then smiled. “I see. Me too. Have you traveled to my country? Before the holocaust?” It was such a stupid statement, she reddened. He found himself wanting to see more of her underneath that goliath suit.
“No, except for a bunch of missions to out Marsport, I pretty much hunker down near L.A.” L.A.! The holocaust! He cursed and kicked the scree with his left foot. What was he talking to the enemy for?!
The last few weeks drowned back into him; the brief parley with a Chinese soldier on the Tibetan plateau stopped as he again remembered why they were here, and how the strange message had knocked them out of their battle prep.
Baozhai turned away. They were silent for at least 15 minutes. Robert kept glancing about toward other members of his team but most of them were still conferring with other Chinese soldiers.
Several U.S. soldiers had turned and marched back to their staging area; their Chinese counterparts, the same.
Finally, Robert keyed in one of his favorite family vids; one where he and his sister and two brothers had been snorkeling off Santa Catalina Island when they spotted a Great White...
In the background behind him, he heard words.
“…so, I hope you understand,” Baozhai was talking to him, “that when I lost my whole family--older brother, my parents, and grandparents—"
He blugeoned in, “I lost my family too!"
Then he stood not speaking; finally he said, "I’m sorry, Baozhai. How terrible! So much loss for everyone. I didn’t hear the first part of your sentence; I was watching a vid of my family. See." He transmitted the vid to her.
She watched in silence.
"Would you repeat what you first said?” he asked. But she didn't answer.
On the edge of his consciousness, Robert was aware that most of the soldiers on both sides nearby were talking. Above, the gray sky, nothing but intense thermonuclear smog that had lain for many days like a many-bodied snake lair writhing.
Now strangely, it seemed to be lessening, swirling in dirty gray eddies, maybe gradually dissipating.
Baozhai looked up to Robert, her large luminous eyes staring intently into him. Finally she said, "I'm sorry for your loss. I've been thinking of mine only."
He stared back at her, both still living in the Message that seemed to fill their inner selves. Robert spoke again, "You think the Message, this warm command to disperse is from your God?"
As if puzzled, Baozhai pinched in her nose slightly. She put a hand up on his left arm and asked, "Don't you?"
Robert chuckled in spite of himself and their climatic situation, paused, and then took her hand and held it. "Remember, I'm the atheist; you're the believer."
He glanced down toward where he had left his weapon. Now the heavy sleek metal of the death-dealer seemed both trivial and shameful. It was like seeing, suddenly, with compassion's eyes.
Several American soldiers and Chinese were actually joking so loudly, he could hear them in the distance. Others were exchanging contact info. The netfeed in his head chattered.
All of this reminded him of those strange truces like the one two hundred years ago in the American War Between the States. In the midst of one vicious battle, a truce was called; Union and Confederate soldiers stopped shooting and were suddenly only lonely or brash individuals with curiosity and friendliness who called across the former deadline and chatted like old friends in town for the weekend.
Yes, Robert thought, maybe, the most dangerous of games had paused again. But would it last? And what about the Presence? Was that all-in-compassing voice really some sort of spiritual reality or only an ingenuous AI hackjob of the enemy?"
IF real, why hadn't it spoken before the conflagration that flashed away billions of precious humans?!
He focused and looked deeply at Baozhai who was staring up at him still. Somehow words escaped them. Robert turned away and listened to his net, glanced over toward his line of combatants.
Several American soldiers had already deconstructed their shields, packed up their gear, and he saw them walking southeast--probably going to try and escape through Myanmar, and hopefully find a skimmer-ship--maybe even a shuttle--back to the southern U.S.
Robert considered netting them, then discarded the idea. He noticed a couple of Chinese soldiers headed east into that blank horizon.
Then he looked back down again at Baozhai. She was still staring up at him; her wet eyes welling, force-fields of caring. She started to speak, but was cut off by blinding light that blanked out everything.
His suit formed a new cyrex shield—this time around both him and Baozhai. She turned, pulled out a laser to cut through the siding. He shouted, “Don’t! Thermos again!”
The sky whitened until his suit closed his view screen and his meds began operating. An enormous sound, deafening even within his protective suit and shield tsunamied across the landscape. He pulled her to the ground, and switched to full battle mode--netted for a triple shield.
A great thermonuclear wind lashed the plateau, like some cosmic tidal wave. Their cyrex cocoon turned crimson, vibrated, and shrunk. He felt burning inside of his suit. Their cyrex life-pod burrowed deep into the rocky ground and he blacked out.
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When Robert woke to consciousness, at first he thought he was bivouacked in his cyrex on Mars doing another wilderness battle prep, dug in near the copper nano-mines.
But the heat was too intense. Then he felt a suit next to him and the horror all came back to him. Thermo nukes again! He cursed. Another attack had been launched! By whom?
Baozhai was unconscious curved against him. Robert keyed the net, but only got silence. He tried bringing up a damage report of his comrades, no luck. He accessed direct speak but Baozhai didn’t answer. He rubbed her view screen.
Her face was livid and pinched. Her suit must have ruptured, maybe radiation was vipering in right now. He checked her vital signs; injured but the med must be at work.
He called up Med.
Question: When will she become conscious?
Med: Unknown
Question: Is her unconsciousness dangerous or permanent?
Med: Near coma; uncertain length; good vital signs.
Question: May I safely remove our helmets for a short time?
Med: Doubtful; keep brief; radiation levels very high even inside of cyrex habitation.
Robert grimaced, then spoke again with sarcasm.
Question: Why didn't they program you with a little personality?
Med: Unknown
He waited several hours then removed his helmet and hers. Touched her face with his bare hand. No response, but her breathing sounded good and the med-level looked okay.
He locked on their helmets again. What had happened?! Obviously another salvo of massive thermos, but why? Political madness! He spit out curses inside his cocoon. And waited and waited.
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Hours past, the Message's allness faded. Robert tried the net again-- nothing. Then he accessed for an outside data report but his local scan showed only a violent wind buffeting above ground, their little underground sub below a typhooned holocaust.
The vid showed the sky, dark as obsidian. A black snow, nuclear winter raging.
Besides, aching all over, and being slightly nauseous, he angrily talked out loud to himself. “Who violated the Challenge Pact? What of the mysterious Message?"
Could the latter have been a human construct, a Chinese decept to put us off guard? Was he even now being deceived by HER?” He twisted his neck and looked again intently at Baozhai behind her face suit bubble.
Her eyes suddenly opened--dark orbs of intensity. She almost shouted, “We'd never do that. You're the ones who attacked!” So she had been conscious and listening to him.
Robert cursed and shouted back, “Sure, we caused it, all of it—the massacre of Taiwan in 2029, the mass murder in China back in the 1930’s, and, hell, we even caused your Taiping Rebellion in the 1850's,--yeah right! Get a life; go back to your brain cultures and washed-out paintings!”
Despite their closeness, Baozhai’s heavily gloved fist hit at him.
The incongruity of it all—she had actually punched him. He grinned in spite their dire straits and slid up his hands to his shoulders, like some old 20th century outlaw surrendering.
They stared at each for minutes, but finally started talking again; then they slept as their meds worked; woke and ingested rations; talked and tried to ignore thoughts of the hellish outside. Then slept again.
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When Robert woke days later from a Med induced unconsciousness, he checked the net; still no com to the world. He vidded for a look above ground, outside—but only a dark sky gashed, scaled flakes falling very heavily. A gouging pain still cut into his whole left side. Baohzhai was unconscious and medding. He ate and slept again, too.
24 hours later, Robert awoke and reviewed the horror of the last few months. No change in his condition, though the nausea was reduced and his side felt better. But he lay drifting with the shards of his memory until unconsciousness again blanked him out.
He woke again, and again and again—hovering now between stretches of vivid awareness gashed to his inner self, then to long stretches of time when he only breathed and rolled across time like a battered slug.
Several months flew past, while they slept and medded deep underground while in sheol above the thermo winds slashed the sludge of sky.
Finally, Robert awoke; his comp told him that radiation levels were reduced enough for him to take half an hour outside, but no more. He felt his face brush Baozhai’s forehead as he moved. His beard had grown out.
His arm was around her at the shoulder level. She was breathing in and out. It sounded regular. He wanted to jump up and thank someone, but he knew of no one to thank, though the shock of the Message bolted back into his mind.
Robert reconnected his helmet, pushed the rise tab for their life-pod to shift up to the surface of the planet. Then he keyed open their cocoon; the shield pealed back and he looked up to a faded darkened harsh sky flaking down on them, and the landscape which blended to the sky was one huge ashen bowl, one horrific crucible. Visibility looked about 25 meters.
Med: Unsafe, return to emergency habitat.
He forced himself up onto his knees, then stood up, his side still aching, and surveyed the stark grayness looking for his fellow soldiers or other Chinese combatants. Nothing.
He closed the cyrex fabric over Baozhai, keyed in continued meds and requested an alert message if she worsened.
Ignoring Med's repeated warnings about radiation, he hobbled over toward where his comrades had been. Surely they, too, must have had time to key in their survival cocoons before that sudden blast nuclear hit them.
His right ankle ached, wouldn’t be walking far, at least for a few days. Ha! Where would he go anyway?
The plateau stretched into one gray shrouded Rorschach revealing nothing to him other than man's insanity. He kept scanning with his compnet--but only silence, a deathly silence.
What about the Transcendent-Message? But when he keyed the question, his comp behind his ear said, "Unknown."
Somewhere to the north in the smoke lay snow-covered Himalayan mountain peaks, blanked out. No color anywhere. He walked until he felt sick.
Finally, Robert found another cocoon, but a large gash rivened it—the damage so severe, he couldn’t bring himself to look into the death to see who it might have been. Images of his buddies gashed his inner vision.
Since he didn’t believe, there was no prayer to give but only more emptiness, more numbness within him. Vaguely, memories--of his sis, his brothers, his parents, good friends, his squad--tumbled about like many bodies in freefall like when cycling toward Mars in a large troop ship.
Several more cocoons lay flattened, white husks 10 yards further; they had not fully deployed. Instant death. The River Styx or Ragnarok for them.
Robert looked at the devastation all around him and imagined countless mega-cities beyond his vision—countless cataclysms so like the Norse one where the gods lose to enemies of chaos from the realm of death. Though the old Norsemen hadn’t figured on the sheer human evil of brilliant tech ingenuity! No god-enemies need apply.
But hopefully, some of his comrades had survived. But for what purpose? Ash continued to fall. Robert turned and ache-walked back to his new and only comrade, an enemy. He keyed open the cocoon shell and slid in next to his Baozhai. She still lay asleep, breathing evenly.
He no longer had a sense of the Presence. What had happened to It? The many other soldiers? Billions all the world round? He tried the net again. No answer. How many countless dead? How many alive?
He lay still.
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12 hours later Robert woke. But Baozhai wasn’t next to him. He opened the cyrex and scanned the landscape but couldn't see her. Somewhere behind the dirty sky reared the Himalayas, blanked out now by gray. To the east lay a fire storm.
He walked northward hurriedly, favoring his sore ankle. That’s when he came upon her about 100 meters away, inert as stone. He rushed over to her. Her face was grimy and blood was seeping out from an obscene cut mixed with countless gray flakes like cancer cells.
Another bad gash in her arm opened almost to the bone. Obviously, she had been attacked, slashed with a laser. Baozhai’s face stared up into the holocaustic sky, blank and untelling.
Evidently one of his buddies, misunderstanding, had attacked her. But where was he now? Robert ignored his own question and flung himself onto Baozhai commanding Med for extreme measures.
He couldn't bring himself to ask Med for a report. Instead, he hugged her close, his lungs a searing fire and a loss so abyssed, but he couldn't weep. Finally, though he slept.
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When Robert awoke, Baozhai was still unconscious, cradled in his arms, though breathing evenly. The long slits of the wound--from whom?--were sutured, the flesh a pink glaze looking like frosting from a birthday cake of his little sister's. Hell! Family memories and the question of Baozhai's survival drowned him.
He wept.
The first time since he was 7 and his school chum had died in a family skimmer accident. The funeral burial came back to him more starkly clear than any tragic vid.
He could still feel the cold fog of that long-ago morning as the robotic undertaker slivered ground and that thin flat capsule with his buddy's ashes zipped unbidden into the wet greenery of the mortuary ground south of LA.
Robert drifted with his sorrow until sleep came. He woke, slept, woke, and slept again. Then he woke and reflected on his situation and on Baozhai.
He kept eating, followed warnings of Med and exercised within their shelter, didn't venture out anymore; maybe his and Baozhai's doses of radiation hadn't been toxic.
Days and nights etched past. His beard now touched his faceplate. How many days, weeks, had passed? Robert didn't bother to summon the net anymore. He could easily have ordered a shave when Med gave him his daily scrub, but he let it grow. Something to do. Robert sort of smirked at that.
Some Goliath he'd turned out to be. He coughed and then hugged unconscious Baozhai closer.
Who knew if it was day or night? How long did they have before the End?
Or would the damned world survive?
Were there any other humans left?
There must be some somewhere, at least the cursed laser-wielder who had slashed Baozhai.
Where would he have to travel to find other survivors?
South, for sure.
Finally, one day/night, probably months later, maybe even a couple of years, Med told him, "The human being Baozhai will survive. Radiation damage has been reduced. Wounds are healing. She is statistically--"
"Oh, shut up!....uh, sorry; thanks." Robert yelled into the netfeed.
Med didn't respond.
Robert gazed down at Baozhai and wondered how much time they had before more thermo blasts or the beginning of nuclear winter and their own demise, the planet's end.
Despite the gray death still flaking down, and the endless abyss of a world-less, dying future, Robert, the unbeliever, felt a glimmer of transcendent hope, a remembrance of that Presence.
He looked down at sleeping Baozhai where she lay, medding toward health.
And being an inveterate story-catcher, as well as an historian, Robert couldn’t resist smiling when he suddenly thought of a very old, oh so fair story--
what would happen if he kissed her?
by Daniel Wilcox
Tuesday, December 10, 2024
The Feeling of the Earth: speculative novel starts with Quaker Family on the Oregon Trail, 1842
The Feeling of the Earth
From 1842, when a Quaker family on the Oregon Trail...
till 2066 at MegaLA...includes accurate
American history but from a speculative
angle, where extraterrestrial anthropologists
have hyperdrived here to study this alien race—the human species
1 The 3rd Alien
2 Return of the Tactilization
3 Driven Out
4 Into the Maelstrom
5 Blue Bellies
6 Shut Down
7 The Bushwhackers
8 Orphaned
9 Communion
10 Death and Disunion
11 Down Texas-Messed Way
12 North to Alaska
13 Treasure and Loss
14 1st Flight
15 Boulder Dam High-Scalers
16 Counter Culture
17 Summer of Love in the Haight
18 3 Sons of Abraham, Palestine-Israel
19 Descending Among Us
20 Mars Hub
21 The Limitness of Humanness
22 FeelSire Corporation
23 Epilogue
Chapter One: The Third Alien
Nebraska Territory, 1842
New wheel ruts deeply marred the grassy area near the stream of Clear Creek. The native crouched down and examined long furrows dug deep into the wet ground. Alarmed, he turned to stone and scanned the landscape, holding his breath for a long time. But no human sound.
Only sparrows chittered in clumps of elms hanging over the thin water--rippling, wide and shallow. Pebbles shimmered on its sandy bottom. Eastward, the stream flowed, winding away amongst the grassy loafed hills. No unusual movement. Through tall elms, a flat stone ridge loomed, Table Rock. A squirrel scampered by.
The native bent low and shoved his hand down into one deep mud scar--half a foot deep! He seethed. Those accursed wagons of the pale aliens invading their land, following the wide, flat muddy Nebraskier River westward!
Last year, the invaders had gotten warriors of the Oto drunk on firewater! Stupid tribe, trading beaver pelt for poison drink. Thank you, Great Spirit that my people, the Chaticks-si-chaticks (Men of men), never betray others for drink. We’re not a twisting snake like the Oto.
Only 3 moons ago, lazy Oto thieves had slunk into his village of Weeping Water while he and other warriors were out hunting, the women and children working in their vegetable field. Had stolen his prize ceremonial shirt which his dear spouse had created from large deer hide, a big deer he had shot 3 years ago.
True, I did sell my last catch of beaver to that alien 4 years ago, an ugly2-faced English, but I only did so because we needed supplies, winter early that year. But I won’t sell to those vicious cowards—defilers—ever again!
I, Wore Wolf Teeth of the Chaticks-si-chaticks, swear to it.
He brushed one hand through the single ridge of stiffened hair that roostered up from his mostly shaven head. Then he stood up and swept his gaze over the terrain once more, peering at rock out-croppings, and up a few arroyos.
Peering toward the east, Wore Wolf Teeth wondered what other evils lay back there yet to come this way and curse their lives. Last summer, the hairy invaders had slaughtered over a thousand bison near the very wide, flat, muddy Nebraskier River. Crazy aliens, such evil waste! A day of madness.
Stark images filled Wore’s mind. When he and several other warriors had ridden onto that scene, rotting stink had assaulted them. Hundreds of reeking carcasses of bison lay abandoned on the plains--rich meat rotting and bloating, crowded with skin-islands of flies in the hot summer sun. All that meat would have fed his tribe and others for over a year!
But those aliens had only skinned the shaggy hides from fallen beasts, ignoring, abandoning such a wealth of meat; instead, they had piled hundreds of bison pelts high into their moving lodges and left. Only wheel scars and hundreds of carcasses remained for scavengers.
Greedy scum!
On that shameful day, the sun had blazed hot like now today; yes, the season of sweating. Alert again, he quickly scanned the area here. Nothing. But why had these wagons come southerly to Cleer Creek? Who knows what English are about?! Maybe they found the muddy Nebraskier too undrinkable?
Probably stopped here because of this abundant spring. If his tribe hadn’t settled at the falls westward, this brook might be good, But only if it never dried up. Wore walked over to Clear Creek and scooped up a cool drink with his right hand.
He would return to his village, speak in the counsel and, maybe, they would mount a war party to deal with these new wagon-aliens.
He wiped sweat from his brow, grime from his palm, streaking his forehead and brushed one hand through the single ridge of stiffened hair that roostered up from his mostly shaven head. Then, he knelt and scooped up a cool drink with one hand. Wore stood back up and swept his gaze over the terrain once more, peering at out cropping, the Table Rock, and up a few narrow arroyos. No humans.
Suddenly, a covey of quail swarled up from a thicket and winged over the muddy ruts. He dropped flat, then like a bull snake slithered into close brush, listening for the sound of hooves, or boot steps, or even muffled breathing. Nothing! Only the creek’s gurgle.
But then as he peered out through branches, the sky tore open--abruptly, distorting, and bubbling out, a darkness looking at first like a black globbed mass, like dark spittle on a French trapper's beard, but then widening, widening, widening...until Wore Wolf Teeth inched back with dread.
This deadly vision came from the spirits, not from any bodied foe. Yet the horrid sky omen boded nothing like his good quest dream he had received when becoming a brave a few seasons back on the southern plains.
The dark, translucent bubble continued enlarging until it loomed greater than a dozen lodges back at his village of the Weeping Water. What horrendous spirit up above expanding until it gaped far vaster than a huge thunderhead just before a storm?
Wolf Teeth lay still, at one with the many stones under him. Above, the distorted cavern swallowed the sky--endless, coal black, a dark horror, similar to the murky cave he had climbed down into when a scared small boy.
Out of the cavernous maw charged, stormed, a moving drab-gray monster. A monstrous evil spirit?!
Or is it a severe warning omen to him from the Great Spirit?
Wore didn't know, but for the 1st time in his 23 years, he shivered despite the heat. Even when he had counted coup against the Arapahoe, disdaining their warriors and had to pull out a thrown lance from his bleeding arm, while hanging to the stolen horse's mane, even then he had not been afraid.
No fear then, but so alive and glorious, so triumphant, he and his fellow warriors had galloped across the plains. But not now…now fear ate at his gut like a huge vulture. I’m being truly tested. He gripped his medicine bag hanging from his neck, crawled out of the brush, stood and yelled, "I am of the Chaticks-si-chaticks (Men of men)!
Above, the dark gray spirit hovered pulsating, and behind it the sky, endless tar, a smoked abyss.
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About 3 miles away, horses of an Oregon-bound wagon train skittered and bucked, one large roan knocking its rider to the ground. Men looked up in shock, bewildered by the sudden darkness. Even the chatter of many children ceased. In the 3rd Conestoga wagon, Neil O'Brian stared up into the blackness and held his breath.
One of the scouts shouted a warning, "Halt!"
But then, just as the sudden blackness had come, the abyss of color vanished and the blazing glare of the sun returned. Almost immediately hundreds of voices from wagons rushed to fill the still air. Neil turned to Naomi, his wife who had come up behind him from the back of their wagon, and said, "Strange. What an incongruity! Suddenly that vast thunderhead dominates the sky, confuses us, then vanishes."
"It might be a sign from the Light," she said as she leaned close to him where he sat, reins in hand.
Before Neil could answer, the wagons in front of them began moving again. He turned and flicked the reins. His wife backed into the shade of the covering and lifted up their 6-month old daughter Hannah, singing softly a Quaker melody.
Neil thought about the strange atmospheric phenomenon, remembering a few texts he had read at law school which had mentioned a similar strange sky a few years back. Sounded like superstition to him, but what could have caused such an atmospheric disturbance?
Then Neil returned to contemplating their future, about their chances in the Oregon Territory. He was glad they weren't staying here on endless, treeless plains-- Nebraska Territory. Not that it didn't have potential, but except near creeks, it was too dry. No wonder some commentators called this a vast desert.
What a contrast to last week when they had camped back near the Missouri River where the land stood thick with tall timber—heavily forested bluffs, luxurious.
His horses followed 3 Prairie Schooners in front of their wagon, and there were 13 behind, as they rolled alongside the wide river of the Platte (he knew the word meant 'flat' in French, coined by the early explorers). Also, more and more, the rolling hills of the eastern Nebraska territory now lowered, the land flattening, turning to prairie, seemingly endless plains.
Holding the reins with one hand, Neil took a swig of warm water from his canteen. He momentarily contemplated whether the French term was the best name for the wide river, or if they should have kept the Oto Indian word, Nebraskier, meaning "flat water."
He wiped sweat from his face with his forearm again. So blazing hot! Such a contrast to the downpour of five days ago that had created a muddy mess. This excruciating heat wasn't great either and the air seemed to exude moisture. His shirt clung to his chest and back, utterly drenched as if he had taken a dunk in the nearby river, though the water didn't look deep enough to get baptized in if he was a one of the Dunkers, not a Friend.
The horses plugged along the hoof-punched mud trail; he tied the reins to the post, yanked off his dripping shirt, wiped his face and arms, and wrapped it around his neck to ward off more sunburn there.
Below his left rib, he noticed the large scar from the battle in Tennessee against the Cherokee. It welted livid against his dark tan. Jagged memory--he again saw his partner holding a small bloody scalp, a child’s and whooping with delight, telling Neil how they'd get rid of all of the red vermin, cursed aliens.
Neil cussed! Banished that bloodied memory. He flicked the reins so the horses bounded ahead, pulling him closer to the forward wagon. He could hear the chatter of children inside, and thought of his own baby and Naomi behind him within their wagon. She had stopped singing. Had heard him curse.
Scanning out across the shallow water on his left, he tried to see the far side of the river. Then he turned back and looked to see what Naomi was doing. Their baby, Hannah, lay wrapped tightly in a thin sheet, asleep on a Quaker quilt covering their small mattress that rested on packing crates.
Naomi sat behind the infant, peeling potatoes, her blouse damp against her bosom and pleasingly open at the neck, her long mahogany hair a tumble of wrap on her head, a few wisps clinging to the sweat on her skin.
"Hey Love,” Neil said, “how about bringing me some tea?"
Naomi looked up at her man, and smiled. “Sure, Neil.” She reached down under the side of the mattress and pulled out a large stone jar. Then hefted it up, tipped, and poured out brown tea into a glass mason jar.
Naomi was proud of her man, though sometimes now, she wished she were still in Philadelphia and teaching at Penn Quaker School, not out here on this rough trek, not missing her deceased parents. And that he wouldn’t sometimes curse.
She edged forward holding onto the crates so as to not spill any liquid as their wagon rocked and jostled over uneven ground. One wheel slid into a deep rain-rut and the wagon lurched. But Naomi caught herself with a hand against one of the stays of the fabric cover.
Neil grabbed the reins calming the horses as they righted the wagon and plodded on again. He felt her hand on his bare shoulder, turned and looked down into her luminous eyes, great with kissed closeness. Wanted to swoop her up into his arms, but he only visually caressed her, with intensity into her irises, and took the tumbler from her calloused hands, and turned back to watch the horses.
She let her hand linger on his shoulder, then slid it down his side and mischievously pinched him. He sloshed his tea, some slurping over the rim and landing on his legs. He grabbed for her hand but she had retreated. He hollered back over his head, “Just you wait, you’ve got yours comin’ later you ornery sprite. Is that kind of tomfoolery proper for a school marm?”
Her gentle laughter came to him as she picked up their 6-month-old daughter, no doubt holding her close, probably giving her to breast. And he thanked the God above for his wife.
Then in a lawyer-like moment marveled that he still was using high-falutin’ literary terms such as ‘sprite’ and ‘tomfoolery’ out here in the wild west of Nebraska Territory where so many pioneers and trappers couldn’t even write basic prose, let alone reference allusions.
Should he have stayed in Rhode Island and finished his law courses? But then they wouldn’t have had many exciting times crossing to Missouri! Of course, then they wouldn’t have had to bury her folks and the 216 other dead he had interred in St. Louis, dead from the pox, while waiting for spring to head out west.
And that other death—back in Tennessee, his friend holding that dripping scalp of the little Cherokee savage he had scalped…No! Don’t think of that.
Think of his sweetheart behind him in the wagon. Image him with Naomi; she in her sedate Quaker dress, but all heat and passion hidden within. What a wedding night! He grinned. Created their little one.
Better not dwell on that. Maybe if they hadn’t decided to go west, they could have settled in Providence after their wedding and shown her his small village where he grew up? Gotten her a small frame house, and she could be tending their daughter and walking down to Penn's Dry Goods...
Instead, they had fought Indians in Tennessee--mainly Cherokee; afterward, many corpses of the savages, their lodges burning from their arson, and a child’s dripping scalp in his friend’s hand. Guilt drowned him. Stop it!
Neil looked ahead at the wagon in front of him and wondered how long before they reached low falls of Weeping Water where they would begin to look for a camp site. Hopefully, they wouldn’t encounter any Pawnee or Oto.
A horde of flies circled him and he batted at them. His horses were sweating profusely, too, and these endless flies seemed to have swarmed up from Egypt, compliments of Moses. Speaking of the Good Book, he now heard Naomi singing a scripture passage to their daughter. She was versing something about being kind to the aliens in your midst.
Yeah right! Neil grimaced. Sometimes Scripture was downright stupid! Savage aliens! That’s what these redskins were. They deserved no mercy!
Natives would attack and slaughter families in their farms, even way lay whole wagon trains without warning. Massacring women and children! But his friend’s bloody trophy seared his conscience. Get off my back, God; that only happened because they attacked first!
Furthermore, Indian women would mutilate the bodies worse than their warrior husbands! Neil glanced over toward clumps of box elders by the river; feeling conflicted between his lawyer self and his commitment to the Society of Friends with his wife, he frowned, spit, and tried to think of something else.
Again, Neil swung at the flies swarming around him and their horses. Hmm...well, he supposed if he were a savage, then white folks would seem like aliens, too. Then the small bloody trophy in his laughing buddy's hand, dripped into his conscience, a stark vivid script on the wall of his mind, but he cursed again and argued the guilt down. Why would God emphasize they had to care for alien natives?
He flicked the horses angrily to speed them up as he realized he had fallen back a few yards. What about the German immigrant in the Ohio valley who we had found with his entrails torn out of his body and then his very intestines wrapped all the way around an oak tree, tied there by his own guts left to bleed to death slowly. Savage torture! To hell with the dark aliens inhabiting open land. They deserved whatever they got and more
The wagon in front of him stopped again!
"What now?" Neil asked, wondered as he stood up and stared ahead. If the wagon train kept stopping, they wouldn't make it to Chimney Rock for days, and then they might get caught in early snow before they got to pass over the Rockies.
Neil waited--hopefully not hostile natives. Out here they were likely to attack. Taking off his brown hat, he wiped sweat and grime from his forehead. Then glanced up toward the glaring sun and ran fingers through his damp hair.
He turned back to the hooped opening behind him. Inside, below in muted light, on their mattress sitting on top of kegs and large trunks, Naomi nursed Hannah. Neil grinned wide remembering the rambunctious night only 15 months ago, right after they had seen the justice of the peace and had a small Quaker wedding where they exchanged commmitments. The Friends used no clergy for that.
But then he bit his lip as other images which crowded in--the shallow grave he had dug for her parents, their skin all pocked up, only 2 of hundreds of people who had frenzied to death in the epidemic that had descended on St. Louis for months.
So many thousands crowded together in that town, prepareing for their long journeys across the west on the Oregon and other trails. At least though neither he nor Naomi had gotten the Missouri plague.
Shouts interrupted his remembrances; coming at a gallop, a scout dashed up to the wagon in front, waving his beaver hat to emphasize his shouting.
Quicky, Neil looped the reins on a wagon stay, jumped to the ground, and rushed forward.
The trail guide trotted toward him shouting agin; the short French Canadian, with that trapper's hat. Pulling up, he said again, "We got problems; one of our scouts hasn’t returned. And there’s horse tracks up ahead; probably Pawnee. Some of 'em are passive these days, but they attacked a train a few weeks back. Get out yer rifle ‘n stay eagle-eyed." Before Neil could answer, the Frenchie giddied his horse and trotted on to the next wagon behind.
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After their tachyon ship flung out of hyperspace, bursting from the bubbled warp into this blue wonder of a world, Uzx mentally felted all this amazing surface water! His own world had none. And grassy undulating plains, bluffs, and real surface streams below. He felt deep inner desire to skxxx in meditation.
"Oh such tactile wealth!" his skin yelled in joyful anticipation. "What luxuriating wonder." He virtually caressed the strange plants growing up from the grassy terrain near flowing streams. "And so much water visible above ground--zzhg!" He smiled; he would tactile for many rotations in skxxx.
So what if this is a small planet rotating a minor yellow sun. True, data feeling into him from the ship emphasized there were also no great technocities here--no extensive statistics to be analyzed and statted; and the conscious inhabitants were only skinny primate, many illiterate, and missing tails! And of a limited intelligence at that.
But still, what a marvel; this world and its main intelligent species showed promise for anthropologizing. He grinned wide and shifted his feel on the instruments. Data came in on one of the primates below. The earth alien was spying up at the ship using only his visual percepters and the aural lobes in his head.
Probably not a threat--obviously incapable of distance-feeling, only has basic self-consciousness, pre-literate, dark-skinned, strong energy level and brave, but strangely overly filled with dread.
The native's four-legged mammal-rider shook itself and hoofed the ground. Not dangerous, but tactilely fascinating, especially the long main of hair on its neck. The horse stopped moving and lowered its head to a shallow stream where it had been drinking. It was restricted by a cord tied to one of a few tall many-limbed plants--ah yes, the term, trees. "Thanks for the identification, data director," Uzx felted to the ship’s computer center.
Uzx virtually skinned the horizon. A few points to the south over the terrain many other primates were vocalizing so loudly, he was surprised that the dark-skinned one couldn't hear them. These aliens seemed to have no inner means of communication. Rather embarrassing--yakking loudly like a bunch of pxzlzs! And they were moving in primitive conveyances.
Neither did these other human aliens have that stiff hair ridge on a shaved head or dark skin like the first earthling. Instead, they wore fiber coverings over their longish hair hair; and some of their male faces sprouted heavy bushed hair below their sense organs and intake orifices. So much bare skin would have been off-putting if he weren't a scientist. Uzx briefly reflected warmly on his many tail brother and sisters, thoroughly covered in luxuriant fur.
Back to work, Uzx quickly accessed 139 different mental states. Most were upset because one of their leaders had found tracks belonging to the lone native's mammal. Now the leader was riding his mammal back along the primitive conveyances shouting out warnings. So much loud clucking!
Rather oddly funny. Uzx's skin laughed. The leading primate hadn't even taken a moment to stick his multi-pronged appendages into feel the semicircular shapes of the tracks in the rich loam of the muddy soil that he was yelling about. What a waste of tactile!
Musing, he considered options; maybe he should quantum those primitive gunpowder tubes attached to their waists or held by some in their hands. Oh, he could do that later after his complete survey and all the data collection finished.
Shifting on his large feet, he adjusted the back support of his tail, still intrigued that the alien primates had no tail and such tiny feet!
Focused again back to the terrain where the first earth being still hid, but ignoring him, Uzx virtual felted many small finning creatures in the surface water of the shallow creek. What would they skin like when he actually touched those primitive life forms? What would his own planet of Orxx be like if it had surface water and such creatures, too?
Uzx touched the data flow and the weird slimy creatures flapped their fins in panic and zipped about in the stream. What a strange amazing world so diffferent from his own and from other planets he had studied. Oh thanks to the All-Ultimate that he had careered as an alienologist. Surely, no other sirehold compared.
Next, he scanned with his skin across the landscape to where thousands of large shaggy four-legged creatures congregated at a much larger body of surface water, a river. Uzx considered feltdentifying into one of the herd for his 1st skxx, but then remembered the bloated carcasses he had accessed from the hiding native's mind. He remembered his own great sire's wise quote: “Forefeeling leads to felthood."
So, cautioning himself--his felting into the large beasts might start a stampeded, Uzx widened the range of his felt-sensing for more input. Thankfully, the scanning ability of their research ship's data director was nearly endless.
Later he would focus on one of the alien families, probably the one of only 3 in the 3rd primitive wagon back in the line of human travelers. Why such a measly-sized family?
Only one infant! And not safe in a maternal’s pouch, because she was a primate, didn’t have one!
Yet her curly-bearded mate and she nursing a tiny infant within under that vegetative gray-white covering intrigued him. Her husband his mate showed more erudition than any of the others--some were illiterate like the native 3 miles away! Her male was conscientious and ardent, and spiritual, yet skeptical--fascinating. A worthy in depth study.
But the alien had a tragic grieving past. Uzx uploaded his brain memories for storage.
Too bad there were no earth marsupials nearby. Later later, he would flash-point down to that southern continent that seemed to have the most, but not one intelligent self-aware; see what genetic similarity they might have to his own species on Orxx, whether the All-Ultimate had created them with the same basic code on this far distant small planet.
Then he brought his star ship into a very low circling pattern, scanning through the possibilities for an enclone via the data director. Eliminating flyers (though very intriguing), and low-intelligent reptiles.
He needed a creature with fur, non-intrusive, maybe even a bit fun--Ah there, he felted a furry, smallish--actually tiny--mammal who tunneled and was mostly ignored except by the winged ones. It would be perfect for his 1st feeling of this planet, despite the creature's stupidity, or rather because that would make the inclone mind-meld less intrusive or difficult.
Below in their burrow, its inhabitants suddenly scurried about sensing an invasion of their sanctuary. A fairly large male collapsed in a tunnel near the surface mound in the tall prairie grass.
Then it awoke a genius.
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Wore Wolf Teeth lay still like rock even after that demon of dread had vanished from the dark sky above. Now only intensive blue remained and the hot blazing sun. Not a cloud in the sky.
He peered through various holes in the thick brush, and waited and waited, but the monstrous thing didn't return. Nowhere was the huge black tunnel or the dreadful spirit that had come lunging out of it. Slowly, Wore snaked backward ignoring abrasions and cuts on his stomach and legs from shards of rock and thorns.
But then he heard the distinctive noise of slow-moving hooves. He shut from his mind the strange spirit and focused on what he did know. A rider was coming this way, secretively. Not an native. Extricating himself from the heavy thicket, Wore ran silently through the elms to the flat stone ridge of the Table Rock...
To be continued
In the Light,
Daniel Wilcox
From 1842, when a Quaker family on the Oregon Trail...
till 2066 at MegaLA...includes accurate
American history but from a speculative
angle, where extraterrestrial anthropologists
have hyperdrived here to study this alien race—the human species
1 The 3rd Alien
2 Return of the Tactilization
3 Driven Out
4 Into the Maelstrom
5 Blue Bellies
6 Shut Down
7 The Bushwhackers
8 Orphaned
9 Communion
10 Death and Disunion
11 Down Texas-Messed Way
12 North to Alaska
13 Treasure and Loss
14 1st Flight
15 Boulder Dam High-Scalers
16 Counter Culture
17 Summer of Love in the Haight
18 3 Sons of Abraham, Palestine-Israel
19 Descending Among Us
20 Mars Hub
21 The Limitness of Humanness
22 FeelSire Corporation
23 Epilogue
Chapter One: The Third Alien
Nebraska Territory, 1842
New wheel ruts deeply marred the grassy area near the stream of Clear Creek. The native crouched down and examined long furrows dug deep into the wet ground. Alarmed, he turned to stone and scanned the landscape, holding his breath for a long time. But no human sound.
Only sparrows chittered in clumps of elms hanging over the thin water--rippling, wide and shallow. Pebbles shimmered on its sandy bottom. Eastward, the stream flowed, winding away amongst the grassy loafed hills. No unusual movement. Through tall elms, a flat stone ridge loomed, Table Rock. A squirrel scampered by.
The native bent low and shoved his hand down into one deep mud scar--half a foot deep! He seethed. Those accursed wagons of the pale aliens invading their land, following the wide, flat muddy Nebraskier River westward!
Last year, the invaders had gotten warriors of the Oto drunk on firewater! Stupid tribe, trading beaver pelt for poison drink. Thank you, Great Spirit that my people, the Chaticks-si-chaticks (Men of men), never betray others for drink. We’re not a twisting snake like the Oto.
Only 3 moons ago, lazy Oto thieves had slunk into his village of Weeping Water while he and other warriors were out hunting, the women and children working in their vegetable field. Had stolen his prize ceremonial shirt which his dear spouse had created from large deer hide, a big deer he had shot 3 years ago.
True, I did sell my last catch of beaver to that alien 4 years ago, an ugly2-faced English, but I only did so because we needed supplies, winter early that year. But I won’t sell to those vicious cowards—defilers—ever again!
I, Wore Wolf Teeth of the Chaticks-si-chaticks, swear to it.
He brushed one hand through the single ridge of stiffened hair that roostered up from his mostly shaven head. Then he stood up and swept his gaze over the terrain once more, peering at rock out-croppings, and up a few arroyos.
Peering toward the east, Wore Wolf Teeth wondered what other evils lay back there yet to come this way and curse their lives. Last summer, the hairy invaders had slaughtered over a thousand bison near the very wide, flat, muddy Nebraskier River. Crazy aliens, such evil waste! A day of madness.
Stark images filled Wore’s mind. When he and several other warriors had ridden onto that scene, rotting stink had assaulted them. Hundreds of reeking carcasses of bison lay abandoned on the plains--rich meat rotting and bloating, crowded with skin-islands of flies in the hot summer sun. All that meat would have fed his tribe and others for over a year!
But those aliens had only skinned the shaggy hides from fallen beasts, ignoring, abandoning such a wealth of meat; instead, they had piled hundreds of bison pelts high into their moving lodges and left. Only wheel scars and hundreds of carcasses remained for scavengers.
Greedy scum!
On that shameful day, the sun had blazed hot like now today; yes, the season of sweating. Alert again, he quickly scanned the area here. Nothing. But why had these wagons come southerly to Cleer Creek? Who knows what English are about?! Maybe they found the muddy Nebraskier too undrinkable?
Probably stopped here because of this abundant spring. If his tribe hadn’t settled at the falls westward, this brook might be good, But only if it never dried up. Wore walked over to Clear Creek and scooped up a cool drink with his right hand.
He would return to his village, speak in the counsel and, maybe, they would mount a war party to deal with these new wagon-aliens.
He wiped sweat from his brow, grime from his palm, streaking his forehead and brushed one hand through the single ridge of stiffened hair that roostered up from his mostly shaven head. Then, he knelt and scooped up a cool drink with one hand. Wore stood back up and swept his gaze over the terrain once more, peering at out cropping, the Table Rock, and up a few narrow arroyos. No humans.
Suddenly, a covey of quail swarled up from a thicket and winged over the muddy ruts. He dropped flat, then like a bull snake slithered into close brush, listening for the sound of hooves, or boot steps, or even muffled breathing. Nothing! Only the creek’s gurgle.
But then as he peered out through branches, the sky tore open--abruptly, distorting, and bubbling out, a darkness looking at first like a black globbed mass, like dark spittle on a French trapper's beard, but then widening, widening, widening...until Wore Wolf Teeth inched back with dread.
This deadly vision came from the spirits, not from any bodied foe. Yet the horrid sky omen boded nothing like his good quest dream he had received when becoming a brave a few seasons back on the southern plains.
The dark, translucent bubble continued enlarging until it loomed greater than a dozen lodges back at his village of the Weeping Water. What horrendous spirit up above expanding until it gaped far vaster than a huge thunderhead just before a storm?
Wolf Teeth lay still, at one with the many stones under him. Above, the distorted cavern swallowed the sky--endless, coal black, a dark horror, similar to the murky cave he had climbed down into when a scared small boy.
Out of the cavernous maw charged, stormed, a moving drab-gray monster. A monstrous evil spirit?!
Or is it a severe warning omen to him from the Great Spirit?
Wore didn't know, but for the 1st time in his 23 years, he shivered despite the heat. Even when he had counted coup against the Arapahoe, disdaining their warriors and had to pull out a thrown lance from his bleeding arm, while hanging to the stolen horse's mane, even then he had not been afraid.
No fear then, but so alive and glorious, so triumphant, he and his fellow warriors had galloped across the plains. But not now…now fear ate at his gut like a huge vulture. I’m being truly tested. He gripped his medicine bag hanging from his neck, crawled out of the brush, stood and yelled, "I am of the Chaticks-si-chaticks (Men of men)!
Above, the dark gray spirit hovered pulsating, and behind it the sky, endless tar, a smoked abyss.
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About 3 miles away, horses of an Oregon-bound wagon train skittered and bucked, one large roan knocking its rider to the ground. Men looked up in shock, bewildered by the sudden darkness. Even the chatter of many children ceased. In the 3rd Conestoga wagon, Neil O'Brian stared up into the blackness and held his breath.
One of the scouts shouted a warning, "Halt!"
But then, just as the sudden blackness had come, the abyss of color vanished and the blazing glare of the sun returned. Almost immediately hundreds of voices from wagons rushed to fill the still air. Neil turned to Naomi, his wife who had come up behind him from the back of their wagon, and said, "Strange. What an incongruity! Suddenly that vast thunderhead dominates the sky, confuses us, then vanishes."
"It might be a sign from the Light," she said as she leaned close to him where he sat, reins in hand.
Before Neil could answer, the wagons in front of them began moving again. He turned and flicked the reins. His wife backed into the shade of the covering and lifted up their 6-month old daughter Hannah, singing softly a Quaker melody.
Neil thought about the strange atmospheric phenomenon, remembering a few texts he had read at law school which had mentioned a similar strange sky a few years back. Sounded like superstition to him, but what could have caused such an atmospheric disturbance?
Then Neil returned to contemplating their future, about their chances in the Oregon Territory. He was glad they weren't staying here on endless, treeless plains-- Nebraska Territory. Not that it didn't have potential, but except near creeks, it was too dry. No wonder some commentators called this a vast desert.
What a contrast to last week when they had camped back near the Missouri River where the land stood thick with tall timber—heavily forested bluffs, luxurious.
His horses followed 3 Prairie Schooners in front of their wagon, and there were 13 behind, as they rolled alongside the wide river of the Platte (he knew the word meant 'flat' in French, coined by the early explorers). Also, more and more, the rolling hills of the eastern Nebraska territory now lowered, the land flattening, turning to prairie, seemingly endless plains.
Holding the reins with one hand, Neil took a swig of warm water from his canteen. He momentarily contemplated whether the French term was the best name for the wide river, or if they should have kept the Oto Indian word, Nebraskier, meaning "flat water."
He wiped sweat from his face with his forearm again. So blazing hot! Such a contrast to the downpour of five days ago that had created a muddy mess. This excruciating heat wasn't great either and the air seemed to exude moisture. His shirt clung to his chest and back, utterly drenched as if he had taken a dunk in the nearby river, though the water didn't look deep enough to get baptized in if he was a one of the Dunkers, not a Friend.
The horses plugged along the hoof-punched mud trail; he tied the reins to the post, yanked off his dripping shirt, wiped his face and arms, and wrapped it around his neck to ward off more sunburn there.
Below his left rib, he noticed the large scar from the battle in Tennessee against the Cherokee. It welted livid against his dark tan. Jagged memory--he again saw his partner holding a small bloody scalp, a child’s and whooping with delight, telling Neil how they'd get rid of all of the red vermin, cursed aliens.
Neil cussed! Banished that bloodied memory. He flicked the reins so the horses bounded ahead, pulling him closer to the forward wagon. He could hear the chatter of children inside, and thought of his own baby and Naomi behind him within their wagon. She had stopped singing. Had heard him curse.
Scanning out across the shallow water on his left, he tried to see the far side of the river. Then he turned back and looked to see what Naomi was doing. Their baby, Hannah, lay wrapped tightly in a thin sheet, asleep on a Quaker quilt covering their small mattress that rested on packing crates.
Naomi sat behind the infant, peeling potatoes, her blouse damp against her bosom and pleasingly open at the neck, her long mahogany hair a tumble of wrap on her head, a few wisps clinging to the sweat on her skin.
"Hey Love,” Neil said, “how about bringing me some tea?"
Naomi looked up at her man, and smiled. “Sure, Neil.” She reached down under the side of the mattress and pulled out a large stone jar. Then hefted it up, tipped, and poured out brown tea into a glass mason jar.
Naomi was proud of her man, though sometimes now, she wished she were still in Philadelphia and teaching at Penn Quaker School, not out here on this rough trek, not missing her deceased parents. And that he wouldn’t sometimes curse.
She edged forward holding onto the crates so as to not spill any liquid as their wagon rocked and jostled over uneven ground. One wheel slid into a deep rain-rut and the wagon lurched. But Naomi caught herself with a hand against one of the stays of the fabric cover.
Neil grabbed the reins calming the horses as they righted the wagon and plodded on again. He felt her hand on his bare shoulder, turned and looked down into her luminous eyes, great with kissed closeness. Wanted to swoop her up into his arms, but he only visually caressed her, with intensity into her irises, and took the tumbler from her calloused hands, and turned back to watch the horses.
She let her hand linger on his shoulder, then slid it down his side and mischievously pinched him. He sloshed his tea, some slurping over the rim and landing on his legs. He grabbed for her hand but she had retreated. He hollered back over his head, “Just you wait, you’ve got yours comin’ later you ornery sprite. Is that kind of tomfoolery proper for a school marm?”
Her gentle laughter came to him as she picked up their 6-month-old daughter, no doubt holding her close, probably giving her to breast. And he thanked the God above for his wife.
Then in a lawyer-like moment marveled that he still was using high-falutin’ literary terms such as ‘sprite’ and ‘tomfoolery’ out here in the wild west of Nebraska Territory where so many pioneers and trappers couldn’t even write basic prose, let alone reference allusions.
Should he have stayed in Rhode Island and finished his law courses? But then they wouldn’t have had many exciting times crossing to Missouri! Of course, then they wouldn’t have had to bury her folks and the 216 other dead he had interred in St. Louis, dead from the pox, while waiting for spring to head out west.
And that other death—back in Tennessee, his friend holding that dripping scalp of the little Cherokee savage he had scalped…No! Don’t think of that.
Think of his sweetheart behind him in the wagon. Image him with Naomi; she in her sedate Quaker dress, but all heat and passion hidden within. What a wedding night! He grinned. Created their little one.
Better not dwell on that. Maybe if they hadn’t decided to go west, they could have settled in Providence after their wedding and shown her his small village where he grew up? Gotten her a small frame house, and she could be tending their daughter and walking down to Penn's Dry Goods...
Instead, they had fought Indians in Tennessee--mainly Cherokee; afterward, many corpses of the savages, their lodges burning from their arson, and a child’s dripping scalp in his friend’s hand. Guilt drowned him. Stop it!
Neil looked ahead at the wagon in front of him and wondered how long before they reached low falls of Weeping Water where they would begin to look for a camp site. Hopefully, they wouldn’t encounter any Pawnee or Oto.
A horde of flies circled him and he batted at them. His horses were sweating profusely, too, and these endless flies seemed to have swarmed up from Egypt, compliments of Moses. Speaking of the Good Book, he now heard Naomi singing a scripture passage to their daughter. She was versing something about being kind to the aliens in your midst.
Yeah right! Neil grimaced. Sometimes Scripture was downright stupid! Savage aliens! That’s what these redskins were. They deserved no mercy!
Natives would attack and slaughter families in their farms, even way lay whole wagon trains without warning. Massacring women and children! But his friend’s bloody trophy seared his conscience. Get off my back, God; that only happened because they attacked first!
Furthermore, Indian women would mutilate the bodies worse than their warrior husbands! Neil glanced over toward clumps of box elders by the river; feeling conflicted between his lawyer self and his commitment to the Society of Friends with his wife, he frowned, spit, and tried to think of something else.
Again, Neil swung at the flies swarming around him and their horses. Hmm...well, he supposed if he were a savage, then white folks would seem like aliens, too. Then the small bloody trophy in his laughing buddy's hand, dripped into his conscience, a stark vivid script on the wall of his mind, but he cursed again and argued the guilt down. Why would God emphasize they had to care for alien natives?
He flicked the horses angrily to speed them up as he realized he had fallen back a few yards. What about the German immigrant in the Ohio valley who we had found with his entrails torn out of his body and then his very intestines wrapped all the way around an oak tree, tied there by his own guts left to bleed to death slowly. Savage torture! To hell with the dark aliens inhabiting open land. They deserved whatever they got and more
The wagon in front of him stopped again!
"What now?" Neil asked, wondered as he stood up and stared ahead. If the wagon train kept stopping, they wouldn't make it to Chimney Rock for days, and then they might get caught in early snow before they got to pass over the Rockies.
Neil waited--hopefully not hostile natives. Out here they were likely to attack. Taking off his brown hat, he wiped sweat and grime from his forehead. Then glanced up toward the glaring sun and ran fingers through his damp hair.
He turned back to the hooped opening behind him. Inside, below in muted light, on their mattress sitting on top of kegs and large trunks, Naomi nursed Hannah. Neil grinned wide remembering the rambunctious night only 15 months ago, right after they had seen the justice of the peace and had a small Quaker wedding where they exchanged commmitments. The Friends used no clergy for that.
But then he bit his lip as other images which crowded in--the shallow grave he had dug for her parents, their skin all pocked up, only 2 of hundreds of people who had frenzied to death in the epidemic that had descended on St. Louis for months.
So many thousands crowded together in that town, prepareing for their long journeys across the west on the Oregon and other trails. At least though neither he nor Naomi had gotten the Missouri plague.
Shouts interrupted his remembrances; coming at a gallop, a scout dashed up to the wagon in front, waving his beaver hat to emphasize his shouting.
Quicky, Neil looped the reins on a wagon stay, jumped to the ground, and rushed forward.
The trail guide trotted toward him shouting agin; the short French Canadian, with that trapper's hat. Pulling up, he said again, "We got problems; one of our scouts hasn’t returned. And there’s horse tracks up ahead; probably Pawnee. Some of 'em are passive these days, but they attacked a train a few weeks back. Get out yer rifle ‘n stay eagle-eyed." Before Neil could answer, the Frenchie giddied his horse and trotted on to the next wagon behind.
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After their tachyon ship flung out of hyperspace, bursting from the bubbled warp into this blue wonder of a world, Uzx mentally felted all this amazing surface water! His own world had none. And grassy undulating plains, bluffs, and real surface streams below. He felt deep inner desire to skxxx in meditation.
"Oh such tactile wealth!" his skin yelled in joyful anticipation. "What luxuriating wonder." He virtually caressed the strange plants growing up from the grassy terrain near flowing streams. "And so much water visible above ground--zzhg!" He smiled; he would tactile for many rotations in skxxx.
So what if this is a small planet rotating a minor yellow sun. True, data feeling into him from the ship emphasized there were also no great technocities here--no extensive statistics to be analyzed and statted; and the conscious inhabitants were only skinny primate, many illiterate, and missing tails! And of a limited intelligence at that.
But still, what a marvel; this world and its main intelligent species showed promise for anthropologizing. He grinned wide and shifted his feel on the instruments. Data came in on one of the primates below. The earth alien was spying up at the ship using only his visual percepters and the aural lobes in his head.
Probably not a threat--obviously incapable of distance-feeling, only has basic self-consciousness, pre-literate, dark-skinned, strong energy level and brave, but strangely overly filled with dread.
The native's four-legged mammal-rider shook itself and hoofed the ground. Not dangerous, but tactilely fascinating, especially the long main of hair on its neck. The horse stopped moving and lowered its head to a shallow stream where it had been drinking. It was restricted by a cord tied to one of a few tall many-limbed plants--ah yes, the term, trees. "Thanks for the identification, data director," Uzx felted to the ship’s computer center.
Uzx virtually skinned the horizon. A few points to the south over the terrain many other primates were vocalizing so loudly, he was surprised that the dark-skinned one couldn't hear them. These aliens seemed to have no inner means of communication. Rather embarrassing--yakking loudly like a bunch of pxzlzs! And they were moving in primitive conveyances.
Neither did these other human aliens have that stiff hair ridge on a shaved head or dark skin like the first earthling. Instead, they wore fiber coverings over their longish hair hair; and some of their male faces sprouted heavy bushed hair below their sense organs and intake orifices. So much bare skin would have been off-putting if he weren't a scientist. Uzx briefly reflected warmly on his many tail brother and sisters, thoroughly covered in luxuriant fur.
Back to work, Uzx quickly accessed 139 different mental states. Most were upset because one of their leaders had found tracks belonging to the lone native's mammal. Now the leader was riding his mammal back along the primitive conveyances shouting out warnings. So much loud clucking!
Rather oddly funny. Uzx's skin laughed. The leading primate hadn't even taken a moment to stick his multi-pronged appendages into feel the semicircular shapes of the tracks in the rich loam of the muddy soil that he was yelling about. What a waste of tactile!
Musing, he considered options; maybe he should quantum those primitive gunpowder tubes attached to their waists or held by some in their hands. Oh, he could do that later after his complete survey and all the data collection finished.
Shifting on his large feet, he adjusted the back support of his tail, still intrigued that the alien primates had no tail and such tiny feet!
Focused again back to the terrain where the first earth being still hid, but ignoring him, Uzx virtual felted many small finning creatures in the surface water of the shallow creek. What would they skin like when he actually touched those primitive life forms? What would his own planet of Orxx be like if it had surface water and such creatures, too?
Uzx touched the data flow and the weird slimy creatures flapped their fins in panic and zipped about in the stream. What a strange amazing world so diffferent from his own and from other planets he had studied. Oh thanks to the All-Ultimate that he had careered as an alienologist. Surely, no other sirehold compared.
Next, he scanned with his skin across the landscape to where thousands of large shaggy four-legged creatures congregated at a much larger body of surface water, a river. Uzx considered feltdentifying into one of the herd for his 1st skxx, but then remembered the bloated carcasses he had accessed from the hiding native's mind. He remembered his own great sire's wise quote: “Forefeeling leads to felthood."
So, cautioning himself--his felting into the large beasts might start a stampeded, Uzx widened the range of his felt-sensing for more input. Thankfully, the scanning ability of their research ship's data director was nearly endless.
Later he would focus on one of the alien families, probably the one of only 3 in the 3rd primitive wagon back in the line of human travelers. Why such a measly-sized family?
Only one infant! And not safe in a maternal’s pouch, because she was a primate, didn’t have one!
Yet her curly-bearded mate and she nursing a tiny infant within under that vegetative gray-white covering intrigued him. Her husband his mate showed more erudition than any of the others--some were illiterate like the native 3 miles away! Her male was conscientious and ardent, and spiritual, yet skeptical--fascinating. A worthy in depth study.
But the alien had a tragic grieving past. Uzx uploaded his brain memories for storage.
Too bad there were no earth marsupials nearby. Later later, he would flash-point down to that southern continent that seemed to have the most, but not one intelligent self-aware; see what genetic similarity they might have to his own species on Orxx, whether the All-Ultimate had created them with the same basic code on this far distant small planet.
Then he brought his star ship into a very low circling pattern, scanning through the possibilities for an enclone via the data director. Eliminating flyers (though very intriguing), and low-intelligent reptiles.
He needed a creature with fur, non-intrusive, maybe even a bit fun--Ah there, he felted a furry, smallish--actually tiny--mammal who tunneled and was mostly ignored except by the winged ones. It would be perfect for his 1st feeling of this planet, despite the creature's stupidity, or rather because that would make the inclone mind-meld less intrusive or difficult.
Below in their burrow, its inhabitants suddenly scurried about sensing an invasion of their sanctuary. A fairly large male collapsed in a tunnel near the surface mound in the tall prairie grass.
Then it awoke a genius.
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Wore Wolf Teeth lay still like rock even after that demon of dread had vanished from the dark sky above. Now only intensive blue remained and the hot blazing sun. Not a cloud in the sky.
He peered through various holes in the thick brush, and waited and waited, but the monstrous thing didn't return. Nowhere was the huge black tunnel or the dreadful spirit that had come lunging out of it. Slowly, Wore snaked backward ignoring abrasions and cuts on his stomach and legs from shards of rock and thorns.
But then he heard the distinctive noise of slow-moving hooves. He shut from his mind the strange spirit and focused on what he did know. A rider was coming this way, secretively. Not an native. Extricating himself from the heavy thicket, Wore ran silently through the elms to the flat stone ridge of the Table Rock...
To be continued
In the Light,
Daniel Wilcox
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Tuesday, April 12, 2022
What Fiction books have you read more than once, novels that inspired, even changed you?
HERE’S my CURRENT LIST of
BEST NOVELS:
Ones I’ve read (most at least 3 times) that have incredibly real characters, suspense, setting, and theme—novels that take you into another life,
where for 2 hours or more,
you live a different life in a different time and place,
totally forget your own life!
Novels that have such deep meaning that you reflect on their themes repeatedly,
novels that inspire or warn,
that leave you changed!
THE TIME MACHINE by H.G. Wells
EXODUS by Leon Uris
WATCHERS by Dean Koontz
ONE DAY AWAY FROM HEAVEN by Dean Koontz
THE PEACEABLE KINGDON by Jan De Hartog
THE HOST by Stephanie Meyer
THE ORIGIN by Irving Stone
THE BONESETTER’S DAUGHTER by Amy Tan
THE SHORT STORIES OF JACK LONDON
11/22/63 by Stephen King
THE COVENANT by James Michener
IN DUBIOUS BATTLE by John Steinbeck
FLOWERS FOR ALGERON by Daniel Keys
BIRTHRIGHT by Nora Roberts
JANE EYRE by Currer Bell (Charlotte Bronte)
ADVENTURES OF HUCKLEBERRY FINN by Mark Twain (Samuel L. Clemens)
In the LIGHT of Truth and Goodness,
Dan Wilcox
BEST NOVELS:
Ones I’ve read (most at least 3 times) that have incredibly real characters, suspense, setting, and theme—novels that take you into another life,
where for 2 hours or more,
you live a different life in a different time and place,
totally forget your own life!
Novels that have such deep meaning that you reflect on their themes repeatedly,
novels that inspire or warn,
that leave you changed!
THE TIME MACHINE by H.G. Wells
EXODUS by Leon Uris
WATCHERS by Dean Koontz
ONE DAY AWAY FROM HEAVEN by Dean Koontz
THE PEACEABLE KINGDON by Jan De Hartog
THE HOST by Stephanie Meyer
THE ORIGIN by Irving Stone
THE BONESETTER’S DAUGHTER by Amy Tan
THE SHORT STORIES OF JACK LONDON
11/22/63 by Stephen King
THE COVENANT by James Michener
IN DUBIOUS BATTLE by John Steinbeck
FLOWERS FOR ALGERON by Daniel Keys
BIRTHRIGHT by Nora Roberts
JANE EYRE by Currer Bell (Charlotte Bronte)
ADVENTURES OF HUCKLEBERRY FINN by Mark Twain (Samuel L. Clemens)
In the LIGHT of Truth and Goodness,
Dan Wilcox
Monday, April 6, 2020
Stephen King on Pandemic Tragedy: (THE STAND) How Humans Ought to Respond...and Not
Looking back now, King's famous story, a mini-series and 1,141-page science-fiction opus seems prophetic,
especially in how such a crisis brings out
the Moral Best
and Immoral worst
in humankind
/unkind.
(Of course,
The Stand's
fictional flu pandemic
is far worse
than the Corona Virus Crisis).
Before we look at the outstanding themes in The Stand, here's a brief plot summary
of the powerful story to remind everyone of the basics and the main characters.
The central plot shows us how a pandemic could easily start, because of human negligence and immoral priorities. In the miniseries, most humans quickly catch the weaponized flu and suffer horrific deaths. The unwalking dead.
A few remaining humans--who somehow are immune--unite in two contrary groups:
One is led by a 104-year-old Black lady, Mother Abigail Freemantle, who seeks to lead them to the Good, the Just, the Right, the Kind.
The other led by Randal Flagg, a demonically inspired sociopath, sets up his kingdom of the world to bring about Evil, Injustice, and all that is Wrong.
From the first scene/opening page, the narrative hooks readers with the epic story.
For those who haven't seen the miniseries or read the long tome, I recommend the former, mainly because in the movie version some obscene minor parts not central to the plot are cut out.
Central Themes of How We Ought to Respond to Pandemic Tragedies:
#1 Don't spend trillions of dollars on weapons of mass destruction (biological, chemical, and atomic weapons) like the U.S. and many other nations do, and have done in the past. (Are you aware that President Obama, and now President Trump have committed more than 11 billion dollars for maintaining and upgrading U.S. weapons of mass slaughter?! The total cost will be almost 1.7 trillion dollars according to the Arms Control Association.)
#2 Set priorities putting humanistic spending first.
#3 Listen and observe what humans DO, not what they say. For instance, NIck Andros, when confronted by Mother Abigail to choose the Right and the Good, says to her, "I don't believe in God."
Mother Abigail bursts out laughing, "That don't matter! God believes in you."
Nick is a caring, compassionate, conscientious individual. Those actions are what matter, not abstract notions.
#4 TO BE CONTINUED...time to grandkid sit:-)
Thursday, June 23, 2016
Do You Have a One Trek Mind? The Trouble with Trumples? Boldly Go Where No...
Are you Lost in Space?
Electoral Space: the final frontier.
These are the voyages of the U.S. Starship Enterprise.
Its four-year mission:
to explore strange new ways,
to seek out new political life and new uncivilization,
to boldly go where no man has gone before.
Welcome to The Twilight Zone in The Outer Limits, Will Rogers!
Oh-Be-the-Won! Captain 'Kurt.'
You are our last hope, Yodi!
In the Lighthearted,
Daniel Wilcox
Electoral Space: the final frontier.
These are the voyages of the U.S. Starship Enterprise.
Its four-year mission:
to explore strange new ways,
to seek out new political life and new uncivilization,
to boldly go where no man has gone before.
Welcome to The Twilight Zone in The Outer Limits, Will Rogers!
Oh-Be-the-Won! Captain 'Kurt.'
You are our last hope, Yodi!
In the Lighthearted,
Daniel Wilcox
Wednesday, February 24, 2016
A Quaker Family on the Oregon Trail Meets an Alienologist
from the speculative novel, The Feeling of the Earth (1842-2073)
Chapter 1: The 3rd Alien
Nebraska Territory, 1842
New wheel ruts marred the grassy area near the stream. The native crouched down and examined long furrows in the wet ground.
Alarmed, he turned to stone and scanned nearby land, holding his breath. But no human sounds were evident, only sparrows chittering in clumps of elms hanging over Clear Creek.
The brook’s thin water gurgled, rippling, wide and shallow. Pebbles shimmered on its sandy bottom. Eastward, the stream flowed, winding away amongst the grassy loafed hills.
Through tall elms, a flat stone ridge loomed, the Table Rock. However not a single unusual movement anywhere in the landscape.
But the native seethed. These wheeled scars had marred their land far too long! Pale aliens came from the north and from the east, following the wide, flat, muddy Nebraskier River westward.
Sometimes their wagon teams stopped at little Clear Creek, because of the abundant spring which fed it.
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Recently the invaders had gotten men of a nearby tribe, the stupid Oto, drunk on firewater—trading that evil drink for beaver pelt.
He cursed silently and watched the land. Thank you Great Spirit that my people, the Chaticks-si-chaticks (Men of men), don’t betray others for drink. We’re not a twisting snake like the Oto.
However, then he remembered several seasons ago. True, I sold my last catch of beaver to one such group of invaders, ugly haired 2-faces, but did so for blankets.
But I won’t sell to those cowards--defilers--ever again! I, Wore Wolf Teeth of the Chaticks-si-chaticks, swear to it.
He brushed one hand through the single ridge of stiffened hair that roostered up from his mostly shaven head. Then he stood up and swept his gaze over the terrain once more, peering at rock outcroppings and up narrow arroyos.
Only 3 moons ago lazy Oto thieves had slunk into his village of Weeping Water while he and other warriors were out hunting. Had stolen his prize ceremonial shirt which his spouse had made from the hide of a large deer, one he had shot last winter.
Peering toward the east, Wore Wolf Teeth wondered what other evil lay there yet to come this way and curse their lives. The white aliens hadn’t only corrupted the worthless Oto. Those invaders coming in wheeled lodges killed their bison and profaned their land.
Last summer the invaders slaughtered over a thousand of our bison, eastward toward the Big Muddy. Crazy aliens, such evil waste!
Stark images filled Wore’s mind. When he and several other warriors rode onto the cruel scene, a terrible stink assaulted them. Carcasses of hundreds of bison lay abandoned by the edge of the Nebraskier—so much rich meat rancid, rotting and bloating, crowded with skin-islands of flies in the hot summer sun.
The killers had skinned every shaggy hide from the fallen beasts, abandoned the corpses, and then left with only the hides piled high in their moving lodges. Greedy scum!
2
On that shameful day, the sun had blazed hot like now; yes, the season of sweating. He wiped moisture from his brow, and reprimanded himself for not being there with his fellow braves to stop that slaughter.
Again, he scanned the landscape. Still no human sounds. Finally Wore rose and walked over to Clear Creek and scooped up a cool drink with his right hand. He would return to his village, speak in the council and maybe they would mount a war party to deal with these new wagon-aliens.
Suddenly, a covey of quail swarled up from a nearby thicket and winged up over the muddy ruts, skyward. Wore dropped flat, and like a bull snake slithered into heavy brush, listening for the sound of hooves, or boot steps, even muffled breathing.
Nothing! Only the creek’s gurgle. However, the birds had stopped chattering.
Then as he peered out through leafy branches, the sky tore open--abruptly, distorting, and bubbling out,
a darkness looking at first like a black globbed mass,
like dark spittle on a French trapper's beard,
but then widening, widening, widening...
until he, Wore Wolf Teeth, inched back in dread.
This deadly vision must come from the spirits or maybe the Great Spirit, not from any bodied foe. Yet the horrid sight boded nothing like his quest dream he had received when becoming a brave a few seasons back on the southern plains.
Widening, the dark, translucent bubble continued enlarging until it loomed greater than all of their lodges back in his village of the Weeping Water.
Strange and horrendous, the spirit up above expanded until it gaped far vaster than one of the white invaders' cliff forts—enlarging until the monstrous distortion filled the whole sky, and then it blotted out the sun.
3
Wolf Teeth lay still, at one with gravel and stones under him. The distorted cavern above him, endless, coal black, a dark horror, threatening to engulf the world.
He remembered the murky cave he had climbed down into when a small boy, how it blotted out the sky. And how terrified he had been when he couldn’t find his way out for hours. All that black pitched darkness.
Now the sky tunnel of smoked blackness swallowed the entire whole horizon and out of the cavernous maw charged, stormed, barraged a drab-gray monster.
What dreadful evil spirit? Or could it be a severe warning, an omen for me from the Great Spirit? But why?
For the first time in his 23 years, Wore shivered despite the summer heat. Even when he had counted coup against the Arapaho, disdaining their warriors and had to pull out a thrown lance from his bleeding arm, while hanging to his stolen horse's mane, even then he hadn’t been afraid.
No fear then, no! But alive and glorious, so triumphant, galloping across the plains, we were great victors.
But not now...no, now a hungry dread ate at his gut like a vulture. He was being truly tested. His pulse beat fast, but he gripped his medicine bag hanging from his neck, crawled out of the brush, stood tall and spoke, "I am Wore Wolf Teeth of the Chaticks-si-chaticks!”
Above, the gigantic dark gray spirit hovered pulsating, threatening, and behind it the black sky, endless tar, darkening the world.
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Only 3 miles away, horses of an Oregon-bound wagon train skittered and bucked; one large roan knocked its rider to the ground. Men looked up in shock, bewildered by this sudden pitch darkness. Even the chatter and horseplay of their children ceased.
In the 3rd Conestoga wagon, Neil O'Brien stared up into the blackness and held his breath.
One of the forward scouts shouted back, "Halt!"
4
Their wagons came to a stop. Drivers tensely searched the sky for any funnel of an approaching tornado. Everyone, even the children, waited for the first strike of lightning and then the crack or roll of thunder, but none came. Only an extreme darkness, an utter silence, a thunder of blackness filling the day sky.
Neil couldn’t even see his rein hand. Baffled, he hollered back to his wife in the wagon, “Darlin’, you okay?”
‘Yes, Neil, is a storm brewing? Our babe’s asleep.”
Mothers shoved their children under tick beds in the schooners and waited. The darkness increased, darkness on darkness. And then a horrid grayness shot into being. Men pulled out rifles—rather senseless, they knew—and waited. A few little ones started crying.
But then, just as the sudden blackness darkening the world had attacked, the abyss of color vanished including the great gray monster, and again the wagoneers squinted into the blazing glare of the summer’s sun and a totally pristine blue sky.
Almost immediately hundreds of voices rushed to fill the still air. Neil turned to Naomi, his wife, who had come up behind him from the back of their wagon.
He put his free arm around her shoulders and said, "Strange, almost preternatural. What a dangerous incongruity! Suddenly that vast thunderhead, or maybe giant tornado, dominates the sky—largest I’ve ever seen—frightens and bedevils us, but then vanishes instantly."
"Neil, it might be a sign from the Almighty," she responded as she leaned closer to him where he sat, reins in hand.
Before he could answer, a scout shouted and the 2 wagons in front of them began moving again. He turned and flicked the reins. His wife backed into the shade of their schooner’s covering and lifted up their 6-month-old daughter Hannah, and softly sang a Good News hymn.
5
As Neil guided the horses forward, he thought about the strange atmospheric phenomenon, remembering a few texts he had read at law school which had mentioned a similar strange sky a few years back.
Sounded like superstition, but what could have caused such an atmospheric disturbance? No thunderhead or tornado.
Finally, as the wagon train plodded along, he returned to contemplating his and Naomi’s future…about their chances in the Oregon Territory. He was glad they weren't staying here on the Nebraska plains. Not that it doesn’t have potential—lots of level land for farming, but looks too dry.
And I’d miss all the oaks and elms. This terrain’s almost treeless except by streams. No wonder some commentators call it a vast desert.
What a contrast to last week when they had camped back near the Missouri River where land stood thick with timber—very verdant and so fertile.
They followed along behind the 2 schooners in front of their wagon, and 13 more behind, as their train of immigrants rolled alongside this wide river, the Platte (the word meant 'flat' in French, coined by early explorers).
More and more, the rolling hills of eastern Nebraska Territory were lessening, the land flattening, turning to prairie, endless plains as far as he could see. When would they spot buffalo? He corrected himself, Bison; am I picking up ignorant speech?
Holding the reins with one hand, Neil took a swig of warm water from his cloth canteen. He momentarily contemplated whether the French term for the wide shallow river was the best, or if they should have kept the stranger, more alien sounding Oto Indian word, Nebraskier, meaning "flat water."
But then the matter of the sky darkness came back to him, the dark foreboding and sinister aura of the phenomenon, and he pondered what it could signify.
6
Several hours passed. Behind him, in the wagon, Naomi was sewing and cooing to their little one. He wiped sweat from his face with his forearm again. So blazing hot!
At least that threatening darkness provided momentary relief. ‘Must be 110 degrees at least. Such a contrast to the downpour 5 days ago that had created a muddy mess for their wagons. But this excruciating heat seems to exude moisture.
His shirt clung to his chest and back, utterly drenched, as if he had taken a dunk in the nearby river, though its sluggish water didn't look deep enough to get baptized in.
Their 4 horses plugged along the hoof-punched mud trail; he tied the reins to the post, yanked off his dripping shirt, wiped his face and arms, and wrapped it around his neck to ward off more sunburn there.
Below his left rib, showed a large scar, the one from his battle in Tennessee against the Cherokee. It welted livid against his dark tan.
Jagged memory assaulted him--his partner holding a small bloody scalp, a child’s, and whooping with delight, boasting to Neil how they'd get rid of all of the red vermin, cursed aliens, the savages which tried to stop their move westward.
Blood dripped into Neil’s mind like the sky darkness of hours before, all of it seeping from the small patch of hair hanging like a shredded rattler in his buddy’s hand. Neil cussed! Banished the bloodied memory.
He flicked the reins so hard their horses bounded ahead, pulling him too close to the wagon in front.
“Whoa…” he pulled back on the horses—the loud chatter of kids up ahead--and thought of his own baby and Naomi behind him within their wagon. His wife had stopped singing. Probably heard me take God’s name in vain.
Scanning out across the shallow water on his left, Neil tried to see the far side of the river. But too much humid haze.
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Then he turned behind to see what his wife was doing. Their baby, Hannah, lay wrapped tightly in a thin sheet, asleep on the Mennonite quilt covering their small mattress that rested on packing crates.
Naomi sat behind the infant, peeling potatoes, her blouse wet-damp against her bosom and pleasingly open at the neck, her long mahogany hair a tumble of wrap up on her head, a few wisps clinging to the sweat on her forehead.
"Hey Love,” Neil asked, “how about bringin’ me some tea?"
She looked up at her man, and smiled. “Sure, Neil.” Naomi reached down under the side of their mattress and pulled out a large stone jar. Then hefted it up, tipped, and poured out brown tea into a glass mason jar.
Naomi felt proud of her husband, though sometimes now wished she were still back in Philadelphia and teaching at Penn Quaker School, not out here on this rough, dangerous trek. And wished my parents were still alive.
Naomi edged forward, holding onto the crates so as to not spill any liquid as their wagon rocked and jostled over uneven ground. One wheel slid into a mud-hole and the wagon lurched. But she caught herself with a hand against one of the stays supporting the overhead fabric cover.
Grabbing the reins, Neil calmed the horses as they righted the wagon and plodded on again.
He felt her hand on his bare shoulder, turned back and looked down into her luminous eyes, great with kissed closeness, sweat glistening on her forehead and cheeks. Wanted to swoop her up into his arms...but he only visually caressed her, with intensity into her irises, and took the tumbler from her calloused hands, and turned back to watch the horses.
Behind him, his wife’s hand lingered on his shoulder, then slid it down his side and mischievously pinched him.
He sloshed his tea, some slurping over the rim and landing on his legs. He grabbed for her hand but she had retreated.
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“Just you wait, you ornery sprite, you’ve got yours comin’ later. Is that kind of tomfoolery proper for a young school marm?”
Naomi’s gentle laughter came to him as she picked up their 6-month old daughter, no doubt holding her close, probably giving her to breast. And he thanked God above for his young wife.
Later in a lawyer-like moment, he marveled how he still used high-falutin’ literary terms like ‘sprite’. Out here in the wild west of the Nebraska Territory, many pioneers and trappers couldn’t write basic prose, let alone reference out literary allusions. No time for study when ever’ waking moment meant hard work.
Should I have stayed in Rhode Island and finished my law courses? But then I wouldn’t have met Naomi! However then somber images crowded in—and had to bury her folks and 216 other dead bodies interred in the spring thaw ground in St. Louis, decimated by the small pox.
Another death haunted him—blood seeping guilt...that dripping scalp of the little savage hangin’ in his friend’s hand…No! I won’t think of that.
Remember good times! Focus on Naomi—making love. Weeks before when they first met, she had looked so severe in her sedate Quaker dress, but she was all heat and passion hidden away within. And that brought back passionate images of their wedding night! Better not dwell on that.
He noticed the horses had slowed, and shook the reins.
Maybe if they hadn’t decided to go west, he could have taken her back to Providence, Rode Island after their wedding and shown her his old stomping ground, got her a small frame house, and she could be tending their daughter and walking down to Dutch’s Dry Goods, while he read the Law...but corpses of savages clotted on the ground, their lodges burning and that dripping hair in his friend’s hand. God, Stop it!
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He looked ahead at the 2 wagons in front of him as they rounded a slight bluff and wondered how long before they reached the Weeping Water camp site. Would it be safe? The Pawnee natives were unpredictable. Look how they slaughtered that village of Arapaho several years ago! And their oppression of the Oto.
On the other hand, Pawnee hatred of the Lakota might help us, when we get to Chimney Rock. Indians are so tribal...well that’s prejudiced thinking...as if we Europeans aren’t. Neil remembered his study of the Napoleonic Wars, and the infighting among American easterners even now.
A horde of flies circled and he batted at them with his free hand. The horses were sweating profusely and whipping their tails against the endless flies...must’ve swarmed up from Egypt, compliments of Moses.
Speaking of the Good Book, he now heard Naomi singing a Scripture passage to their daughter. His wife was versing a line: “Be kind to foreigners, aliens in your midst, angels unawares. Yes, dear Lord, yes.”
Yeah sure, right! Neil frowned. Dark images of the Cherokee war came back. Sometimes the Bible’s downright stupid! Be kind to killers? Savages? That’s what most of the redskins are. Aliens who show no mercy to us or their own kind, other tribes.
Natives were so strange in their thinking, the way they could attack friendly wagon trains out here, without warning, slaughtering everyone, and executing whole families at wilderness farms back in Kentucky.
The savages, even their squaws, mutilated the bodies! Take that German immigrant we found with his entrails torn out of his body, his intestines wrapped all the way around an oak tree...tied there by his own guts left to bleed to death slowly. Despicable aliens!
But then gruesome images of his best friend with the small bloody trophy seared bleeding script on Neil’s mind, the proverbial writing on his own inner wall, and he cursed loudly. And again harshly, and whipped the horses.
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“What’s wrong Dearheart? Do you need me?” Naomi asked from in the wagon. “Please don’t take our Savior’s name in vain.”
Neil didn’t answer, but focused with his lawyer mind trying to argue his conscience down. His wife didn’t say anymore, began singing again. The fervent words of the song scalded his conscience. He battled back against the guilt.
But trying to justify himself, arguing against the Almighty, the judge of the cosmos was a nigh bit more than his ability. But oh God, why do you emphasize we should care for aliens? Think of your servant; they gutted him to a tree!
Clumps of box elders stood tall with dense thickets of raspberries by the flat river. But Neil couldn’t focus on the scenery. He grimaced and again swung at hordes of flies swarming around him and the horses.
What if I was assigned as a defense attorney for savages? This is hard. Well, if I were a savage, then white folks would seem like aliens, too. We’ve taken lots of their land. And there’s the broken treaties. Even with the derned Cherokee. But heck...
Neil flicked the horses angrily to speed them up as he realized they had again fallen back a few yards. But suddenly the wagon in front of him stopped.
"Tarnation! What now?" Neil stood up and stared ahead. If the wagon train kept stopping, they wouldn’t make it to Chimney Rock for days, and then would get caught in early snow before getting over the Rockies through the pass.
Neil waited—hopefully the stop wasn’t because the scouts had spotted signs of natives. Out here they were likely to be hostiles. He took off his brown hat and wiped more sweat and grime from his forehead. Then glanced up toward the glaring sun and ran fingers through his wet brown hair.
Remembered the strange atmospheric occurrence earlier. He turned back to the hooped opening behind him. Inside, in muted light, on their mattress propped on top of crates, kegs and large trunks, Naomi sat nursing Hannah.
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Neil grinned wide remembering the rambunctious night only 15 months ago, right after they had seen the justice of the peace.
But then he bit his lip at the somber images which crowded in--the shallow grave which he had dug for his wife's parents, their skin all pocked up, only 2 of hundreds of people who had frenzied to death in an epidemic that had descended on St. Louis for months in the spring—
Yelling! What now?!
His warm memories shattered away. Coming at a gallop, one of the scouts dashed up to the wagon in front of them, waving his hat as if warding off storms of bumble bees. And stopped. Loud conversation but too indistinct to hear.
Neil quickly looped the reins on the wagon stay, jumped to the ground and hurried forward. It was the short French Canadian, the one with a mangy trapper's hat. How could he wear that thing in this heat?
The trail guide suddenly trotted alongside the wagon toward him. Even before he reached Neil, the guide pulled up on his reins, and shouted in his heavy accent, "Got problems! Scout Lefty hasn’t returned. And there’s horse tracks just up ahead; probably Pawnee. Most of 'em been passive these days, but there was an attack on a train a few weeks bac’. Get out yer rifle ‘n stay eagle-eyed."
Before Neil could answer, the scruffy guide giddied his horse and trotted on past him to the next wagon behind.
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After his tachyon ship flung out of hyperspace, bursting from the bubbled warp, Uzx Hjxthzgvk mentally felt-skinned many grassy undulating hills and streams below on this alien world and emotionally warmed, wishing he could skxxjh. And beyond the warm hills lay flat expanses of endless grass and wildlife for miles!
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"Such tactile wealth!" his skin gloried in joyful anticipation. "What luxuriating wonder." He virtually caressed many strange plants growing up from the grassy terrain near a wide river.
“So much liquid! Visible above ground--zjzhgtqz!" The Orxxjhian smiled at the glory of this new world. This wondrous place would be a tactile for many rotations. So what if it’s a small planet rotating a minor yellow sun.
He would somehow justify the research, though the data feeling into him from the ship emphasized there were no great techno-cities here--no extensive statistics to be analyzed and statted; and these few conscious inhabitants were only skinny primates...but with no tails for ritual and support, and a species of such limited basic intelligence at that.
But nevertheless, this world showed promise. He grinned wide with his facial orifice and shifted his feel on the instruments. Data flowed in on one of the primates crouched below, evidently hiding in the foliage.
Yes, the Terran alien was spying up at their ship using only his visual percepters and the aural lobes in his head.
Probably not a threat--obviously incapable of distance-feeling, only has basic self-consciousness, medium intelligence for a primate, pre-literate, dark-skinned, strong energy level and brave, but strangely overly filled with dread.
Nearby, the primate’s 4-legged mammal-rider shook itself and hoofed the ground. Ah, called a “horse”…thanks data director, Uzx felted to the ship’s computer center. Not dangerous, but tactilely fascinating, especially the long main of hair on its neck.
The horse stopped moving and lowered its head back to a shallow stream where it had been drinking. The mammal was restricted by a cord tied to one of a few tall many-limbed plants--the term, trees.
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Skinning the wide horizon, felting this new place of wonder, Uzx marveled. Yet, the primate far below, as alert as any sentient creature, seemed barely senseful.
Only a few points to the south over the terrain from him, many other primates congregated, but of a lighter skin shade than his, some of them vocalizing so loudly, yet the dark-skinned one couldn't hear them or feel them.
These aliens obviously had no inner means of communication. And all their loud yakking, like a bunch of xhvzpxzlzsq, was embarrassing.
Also, none in the large grouping had the stiff ridge on a shaved head like the first earthling, but instead they wore odd fiber coverings over their hair; and some of their faces sprouted bushy hair below their sense organs and intake orifices. Otherwise, no fur.
Quickly, Uzx accessed 139 different mental states of the primitive travelers. Most of them were upset because one of their leaders had found tracks belonging to the lone native's mammal.
One of leader was riding his mammal back along the primitive conveyances shouting out warnings. So much loud linguistic noise! Rather odd, funny in a way. Uzx's skin laughed.
The leading primate hadn't even taken a moment to stick his multi-pronged appendages into to feel the semicircular shapes of the tracks in the rich loam of the muddy soil. What a waste of tactile!
Musing rather excitedly, Uzx considered options: Maybe I should quantum-destruct those primitive gunpowder tubes attached to the aliens’ waists and held in some of their hands. Oh, I can do that later after my complete survey and all the data collection finishes.
Instead, he shifted on his large feet, adjusted the back support of his tail, and felted again back to the terrain where the first earth primate still hid. The primitive was holding a totem of sorts and invoking deity.
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At least the earthling had advanced enough in the evolutionary scale so he was self-aware, and vividly cognizant of an ultimate category of existence, the All/Ultimate. Good.
But Uzx skinned, felting the little finning creatures in the surface liquid of the small creek. What will they skin like when I actually touch them? Such fascinating primitive life forms.
What would my own planet of Orxxjh be like if it had surface water?
He touched the ship data flow and the weird scaly creatures flapped their fins in panic and zipped about in the shallow stream.
What a strange wonderful world. Oh thanks to the All-Ultimate that I careered as an alienologist. Surely, no other Sirehold compares to this joy of discovery.
Next, Uzx scanned with his skin across the landscape to where shaggy 4-legged creatures congregated at a much larger moving body of liquid, a wide river.
He first considered feltdentifying into one of the herd of thousands for his first skxxjh, but then remembered the bloated carcasses he had accessed from the hiding native's mind. Better do more research on the reason for the massive slaying of these furry beasts.
The ship alien remembered his own great Sire's wise quote to him when he was growing up, not too long after depouching: “Dear son, always remember, ‘Forefeeling leads to felthood.’"
So instead Uzx widened the range of his sensing for more in depth input. Thankfully the scanning ability of his ship’s data director was nearly endless.
Later he would focus on one of the alien primate families, probably the extremely small family in the 3rd conveyance in the line of human travelers. That curly-bearded one, termed Neil O’Brien, is conscientious, ardent, and spiritual, yet skeptical—fascinating. But his searing memories show a very tragic past—what a chaos of troubling images.
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And his nursing spouse, within under that vegetative gray-white covering--very sad, has no pouch. How belittling to be a primate. Only one small infant!
Yet she spends much inner time in worship of her species’ Divine, seems similar to the All/Ultimate. Furthermore, the male and his mate show more erudition than any of the others in this human grouping--so many of these aliens are barely literate! Really difficult to fathom.
Uzx paused to move through a short tailing ritual of regret for this unfertile couple, though he quickly realized the vast majority of these primates were likewise afflicted. None of them are blessed with a decent sized brood of younglings, not even at least 23 or 33.
One family in the primitive conveyances does have 9 tailings—such cute progeny...but what’s that to my Sire and Maternal Pouches’ 63?
And none of their infants are safe because these primate females have no maternal pouch. Very sad.
After a few more moments of data flow on the primates, Uzx returned to his search. Too bad there’s no marsupials nearby.
His ship’s data director responded, Many of earth’s large marsupials live in the southern hemisphere. You will study that continent after this one, see what genetic similarity they might have to your own species on Orxxjh, whether the All-Ultimate created them with the same basic genetic code as on Orxxjh.
Scanning through possibilities for feltdentification, Uzx kept searching.
Leaning heavily on his tail, he sifted through millions of potential candidates, finally eliminating flyers (though so intriguing with their wings; no beings like that on Orxxjh), and lots of small reptiles and sea creatures of the vast ocean of liquid to the west.
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For his first feltdentification on Terra, he needed something very basic, different yet familiar, with fur and a tail like Orxxjhians—that would help him adjust more easily to the sudden change, and a creature non-intrusive, maybe even a bit fun.
Ah there, he felted a furry, smallish--actually tiny--mammal who tunneled and who was mostly ignored except by winged ones.
It will be perfect for my first feeling of this planet, despite the animal’s stupidity, or rather because that will make the mind-meld less intrusive, less difficult. The alienologist engaged his felt.
Down under ground, a burrow's inhabitants suddenly scurried about sensing an invasion of their sanctuary. A fairly large male collapsed in a tunnel near the surface-mound in the tall prairie grass.
Then it awoke a genius.
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Wore Wolf Teeth lay still like hard stone, like bedrock, for long after the demon of dread had unswallowed the sky and vanished. Now only blue remained and the blazing warpath of the sun.
He peered through various holes in the thick brush, and waited and waited, but the fearsome spirit didn't return.
Nowhere gulfed the huge black tunnel or that dreadful spirit that had come lunging out of it.
So, slowly, Wore snaked backward ignoring shards of rock and thorns which cut abrasions on his stomach and upper thighs above his rawhide leggings. Extricating himself from the heavy thicket, he stood.
But then there came a slight noise of slow-moving hooves, only one horse going very slow. Wore shut from his mind the strange sky spirit and focused on what he did know. A rider, in stealth, was coming this way.
Running silently over to his tethered horse, he pulled down his bow and arrows and spit quietly, mentally cursing all invaders.
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The horse didn’t sound like Oto or Lakota. Must be a scout for alien palefaces. Evidently this one, a good tracker, did know he was here; must have found his horse’s hoof marks somewhere, though Wore had ridden carefully on rock and hard ground, avoiding open areas.
More and more of these pale aliens, strange talkers who bent their words, kept moving onto his people’s land. Why were so many moving westward?
Always before, even in his grandfather's time, it's true, French trappers had come, but after trading for fur, they left.
But these new one--the trappers called them "les Anglais"--came like locust to chew up everything. They slaughter our bison, only stealing hides, and leave all the rich meat and other good parts for the buzzards and flies. What a cursed breed!
Wore shimmied across ground to a forward tree, then crawled to the dip behind a boulder left of the stand of cedars. How he loved this place; like the body of his warm mate.
Then the horseman, the intruder, came into view, gun drawn. Wore fitted an arrow to his bow, now could see the invader’s slouch hat. Evidently, a French scout.
Wore grinned with deliberation. He drew back on the string. Go back Frenchie, you talker of oiled words!
Thunk! The rider gasped.
Finally, the bow string stopped vibrating, and then the invader toppled from his black horse, an arrow deep in his chest, dead before he crashed into the heavy prairie grass.
The Pawnee warrior waited momentarily, listening. Then he scampered across the small open clearing, and thanked the Great Spirit for delivering this brave Frenchman to the afterlife.
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After dragging the corpse into nearby brush, Wore Wolf Teeth calmed the dead man’s skittering horse. Fine horse for my people! From his belt, he pulled out his knife to scalp the invader, but stopped momentarily again; and listened for any other hooves. Nothing. Yet he paused.
The dread omen in the sky lunged back, looming in his mind again. Long claws of dread clutched his gut. Maybe I should let this white roamer go to the afterlife with his hair. Wore remembered his grandfather's words, "In triumph, bow to caution; in bravery, resist pride."
He stuck his knife back into his belt, led the large gelding over to his own horse and swung on the latter.
Leading the enemy's horse by its reins, he rode down into the shallow creek, watching out for deep holes and hidden pockets, and lay close to his horse's neck, ready to sweep over onto its left side if any more invaders came into view.
After leaving the creek, in the distance, he could hear many hooves and the wagons’ pale aliens yelling at each other. Such discourtesy and stupidity! Talking loud like a bunch of geese. They would never hear him.
So Wore rode west at a fast canter distancing himself from the approaching wagons. Thoughts of the other invader, the great evil spirit in the sky came back.
An ominous omen. Dread rose coiled within him like a snake, about to strike.
Riding through a thick stand of box elder and oak, he came out into a large clearing near the Nemaha River.
Despite his courage, the brave glanced up at the sky again. But no dark cavern or gray monster showed, only the great sky-lake of blue and the blazing sun’s warpath.
He crossed the river ford on flat stones, noticing many more ruts on the far side where a previous wagon train had passed weeks earlier. Murky water filled them now, from the thunderstorm of 3 days before.
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Wore journeyed toward home, to their Weeping Water, where a rock-ledged falls streamed into the wide Nebraskier River.
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Frantically, the prairie dogs kept skittering about in tall grass instinctively warned that something wasn't right. A dangerous presence stirred. They avoided the oddly behaving male.
That small rodent suddenly sensed he was an “I.” Strange thoughts obsessed him. And he felt double-selved. He couldn’t concentrate on foraging for food because of this felting at the wonder of being alive, of sensing and becoming. This amazing life—it’s so incredibly wondrous!
But when he crawled back down into the lower burrows, the primitive state of their habitat depressed him. How can we live like this? I need to create much better living quarters for us. But later...
Uzx skxxjhed within the rodent for at least 2 of earth’s rotations while his ship continued to roam the alien globe accumulating felt data. Though the initial feltdentification into the little mammal was enjoyable, he quickly lost interest in his host, and focused on experiencing the fauna and other creatures of the nearby surroundings.
Scampering through prairie grass to a small stream, Uzx luxuriated in all the surface water. If only Orxxjh still had surface liquid like this! He tried to feel one of the finnish creatures flitting about in the creek, but they were too fast for his tiny mammal self.
Finally, the alienologist left the confused and dazed rodent, and returned to his ship filled with experiential tactilization, having enjoyed his first skin. And with a better awareness of how to feltdentify into more complex earth creatures later.
He engaged in an in-depth analysis feeling through all the earth information the data director had already gathered. Several rotations of Terra later, Uzx relaxed from his work in his sleep-pod.
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What would the High Feltment think of this new world he was gathering so much feeling from? Wouldn't his Maternal Pouch and his Sire skin so deeply, be so blessed? And wouldn’t he be the envy of his 63 siblings? He immediately turned away from the miss-felt.
After a restful numbing, he returned to his work station and felted the world below. A hawk flew on a downdraft to the east. Maybe I could feltify into such a winged one for a closer feel--well, in this case it would be a closer look.
He smiled at the new term. Such felting excitement at using visual percepters, and flying for the first time! What a potential skxxjh!
Great winged ones appealed to him immensely. There were no flying creatures on Orxxjh; they had gone extinct in the immense past. But which one of the many Terran species would be the best?
So many offered fast movement over the terrain—hawks, falcons, eagles, and their visual acuity would be a new revelatory experience. Orxxjhians seldom used their own vision, and it had atrophied over evolutionary time to dim nearsight.
Uzx actually couldn’t remember a time when he had used his own facial percepters, not even when close up to his loved ones.
As his ship flew automatically, he skinned the terrain, and there came to his epidermal sense, a large winged one, perched asleep atop one very tall tree, termed, “owl.”
According to the data director, the nomenclature comes from Terran’s Old English language--ule "owl," from Proto-Germanic *uwwalon- (cf. Middle Dutch, Dutch uil, Old High German uwila, German Eule, Old Norse ugla), a diminutive of PIE root *u(wa)l-, which is imitative of a wail or an owl's hoot.
Trying to think in the new alien language of English, Uzx suddenly ascertained a word play, My experiment will be a real hoot! And he smiled wide, his vocal orfice above his sense organ stretched the most since his little sister had got him laughing last year at the Xmzxxxtttj Festival.
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This flyer was bigger and potentially cunning despite its relatively small brain, and it had keen percepters. If I enlarge its wings by 5 to 7 times, the flyer will serve my work purposes and also be a fascinating feel. He had never been a winged being before.
Uzx sent his tachyon ship away for more data research, and he feltdentified into the great owl and transformed it after the basic enclone. Immediately, he almost skxxjhed.
This creature affected him much more than the rodent had. He loved its strange visual percepters--So strange to be looking out and down on the glorious world in such minute detail, though not capable of the microscopic levels of felting.
And these huge wings! Glorious! He wheeled about enjoying the new almost skxxjhian feel, skinning the terrain below in all its variety. And the luxurious feathers, what a difference from my fur.
Gradually gaining more and more control, the alien looped over the landscape, swooping low and then up, lingering in the updrafts, then plummeting down. All of this bewildered the great owl's brain, and even this bewilderment was so new to the Orxxjhian. A new feltment to add to his reserve for some night's tactile reminiscence.
He followed the lay of the wide plains, his percepters inflowing with vivid colors; yet cognizant of any Terran dangers on his data flowchart, but letting his own skin roam and luxuriate while at the same time experiencing the strangeness of flight and the way his feathers felted in the hot sun and the movement of air.
Suddenly, Uzx skinned death of a conscious being in this strange biosphere. His keen visual percepters scanned over the land.
There! A primate’s corpse in brush near the creek back where he had first felted an earthling, the dark-skinned.
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After killing the wagon scout, the Pawnee brave, Wore Wolf Teeth, had started for home, but within 3 miles sensed another large group of white invaders and had to delay.
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Wore hid out in a shallow cave by a clump of oaks in a bend of the Flat River. After 2 suns, he decided it was safe to leave.
While riding homeward with his new horse trailing, the warrior caught a glimpse of a huge owl. Another unearthly omen!
The flyer’s huge; its shadow sweeps the land. What does it mean?
Urging his horse and the trailing horse into a gallop, Wore prayed against this returning dread. No owl could be that large, and flying in daylight.
Why Great Spirit are you sending me these warnings? I didn’t scalp the invader, only killed him for desecrating our land.
Have you not given this place to our people the Chaticks-si-chaticks?
But heavy foreboding weighed down on him, as if carrying 7 bison hides on his head and shoulders.
The warrior rode like the wind toward home, chased by ghosts crowding his back.
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Up above, Uzx swung with delight through this alien sky, felted the dark-skinned primate below again with its 2 mammal-riders.
The Orxxjhian then swooped over a few furred creatures which suddenly froze in fear; then remembered to use his owl’s large percepters to visually look up ahead for creatures he had already felted via his inner skin. How it would feel to eat as an owl?
He pondered what new felting that would be. Still the thought of violating the Sanctity of Reverence, killing a living creature--even if it were only one of these basic mammals--made him skin-full with guilt.
Also, images clashed back of the dead primate corpse by the creek. He couldn’t rid his inner skin of that killing, another primate of the same species, only darker skinned, had used a primitive flying instrument to execute. Of course, the dead light-skinned one would probably have done the same.
The Terran species thrived on violence. Early evolutionary adaption. But, my killing and eating as a feathered flyer wouldn’t be the same as killing a member of a self-aware, reasoning species.
It’d only be a minor slaying, an insignificant death. Uzx felt how unaware and basically stupid small Terran mammals are--such as that prarrie dog I encloned.
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Besides, his own great race protected itself against the Grvcth, alien invaders, 300,000 rotations ago, back many, many generations, so long ago that his generation and that of his own Sire and Maternal Pouch had no skinning of the conflict except via ancient data scopes.
Yes, Uzx, his own innerness answered him, showing up his weak rationalization for what it was. But that was for vital defense. What you want now is base, ill-gotten experience. You don't need to kill one of these alien creatures for defense or sustenance.
Think! You wouldn’t be eating as a real owl, but as an alien-enhanced encloned owl! These Terran flyers don’t have a fine sense of cuisine—that’s your Orxxjhian import.
And the data director sensed his inner-conflictedness from the distant ship, at this point surveying the Indonesia islands in the southern hemisphere. Proceed with your assignment, Uzx Hjxthzgvk, Class 3 Alienologist. Fulfill your assignment for the Feltment and the All/Ultimate.
So dutifully, Uzx abandoned the offkilter impulse and returned to his research assignment. What was happening to him? Experience on this planet seemed to be leading off into divergent comet trails.
Soon the first great moment of the day clawed through to his skin--the shaggy herd of bison which Uzx had discerned earlier from the images in the primate's brain were grazing up ahead.
Such powerful feeling of these 4-legged hairy beings assaulted him that he lost his sense of flying and plummeted earthward almost bashing into a high ridge.
He swung around the line of forest, and swirled in loops above the great furred landscape of bison as they mulled just north of a wide, flat river--so much more water and water and water!
Of course, Uzx knew of the vast oceans and great rivers of this alien planet--he had surveyed them earlier from his ship, but here now so close flowed and eddied the life-giving liquid.
No one on Orxxjh ever saw water in a natural state, and definitely not like this above ground.
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And the wonder of the 4-legged furrings below who muddied the river edges. Flying only a few feathers above the bison, Uzx felted the shaggy brute creatures, luxuriating in their endless fiber as they crowded together and guzzled water in mud holes along the edge of the wide river where it alternated between mudflats, inner streams, and small islands thick with trees.
But the mammals’ brains are small; not much more advanced than the prairie dog’s. Yet aren’t they worth my whole galactic trip? What a skxxjh!
Some of the large mammals jostled away and bounded back up the low bank threatened by this strange flying creature flying too close.
Uzx withdrew into his feathers, momentarily looping back and forth, ecstatic from sensuous overload, but then remembering his central assignment, he resumed his flight back toward the wagon train.
However before the alienologist reached the long line of wagons, he sensed another group of Terran primates. Behind jagged bluffs, they were vocalizing loudly, cursing in the name of their religion’s ultimate being, guffawing, and yelling.
Sidetracking again, this would be important research, he as an earthly owl rose higher on another updraft and flew southward over the river bluffs. Soon he came upon the noisy aliens. He denied himself any felting in his inner skin, but instead consciously perceived them through his owl percepters. Fascinating.
Maybe we Orxxjhians need to regain the sight sense. Shouldn’t have let ours atrophy. How long ago did our species abandon vision for skin-feeling? All data for his species came through their skin as it sent out and received trillions of electrical charges every nant.
The loud-mouthed primates were sitting on mammal-riders, horses, milling around several crude conveyances. Uzx flew in low, accessing their strange brain states.
But immediately, he regretted his lack of caution. One of the aliens, with a wide brim of black fabric atop his head, swung up a primitive powder-tube and shot at him.
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Another of the primates shouted, "Look at that huge crazy owl, I'll be derned! What's he doin’ out in broad daylight?"
The first metal ball missed Uzx by at least 2 wing spans, but a 2rd alien had better projecting ability and following Uzx's flight, let loose with another slug. This one honed in, amazingly accurate.
Uzx decided to experiment, so instead of evading the fast-moving piece of metal by space-shifting, he let it hit him near the base of his right wing. A powerful implosion occurred and intense pain ravaged in his owl-self.
But then he shoved the iron ball backward out the bloody hole, sealed the wound, split the slug into a thousand fragments and reversed their direction, sending them slowed down and into the posterior of another hunter who had gotten off his horse and was bending down to fill a drinking container.
The latter primate jumped up cursing, shouting, "Who buck shot me, Ya worthless scum!" and swung around pulling his short tube from his belt looking wildly about at the others on their horses.
“None of us!” the 2nd shooter declared. He scanned the hills for signs of hostiles, but saw nothing, then followed the flight of the owl. “I’m sure I hit that owl. This is gettin’ mighty strange…n’ I don’t like it.”
A stout man added, “Yah, That thing’s unearthly large. Weird stuff’s been happenin’. Don’t much like it neither. Remember the weird darkness day before yesterday.”
Finally, the obvious leader of the group recovered his wits and took charge. "Stop actin' like a bunch of barn hens, ya dumb asses! Next yokel that fires his gun will be gutted by me. Them buffalo may be on the oth'r side of the hills, but they got ears."
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Then he, too, squinted up at the owl as it flew east. "Gol dern it! That thing’s biggern any 7 owls togethar! Why, it's at leas’ 3 times tha size of tha eagle I shot last yeer in Colorada!"
He swung up onto his horse and shouted, "Com'on men, forgit the bird; let's get some buffalo!"
From high above, Uzx observed the 73 primates as they rode off. Sensing their killing lust, he skinned a growing sadness within him. Vivid memories etched his inner skin, ones he had uploaded from previously from the dead French scout’s brain.
All these primates slaughtered bison indiscriminately, usually leaving hundreds of bloating, bloodied carcasses abandoned on the plains. Only cared for by this planet’s swarming insects.
Leaving the scene, the Orxxjhian flew quickly across the landscape to where the other group of humans was trudging along the wide river in their line of wagons. He discerned the Neil one in the 3rd schooner and began a study of his mind and uploaded the primate’s vivid but tragic memories.
Some of the images deeply gouged into Uzx’s inner skin--to the point he almost lost his owl sense and stopped flapping his very large wings. Especially troubling was a scene of several years before, where Neil stood next to a companion who held a small dead female in one arm, and suddenly started hacking off the small child’s scalp of hair.
Repulsive! Disgusting! Evil. Deeply in angst, Uzx flew down and settled on a lone oak at a creek letting into the river.
To distract himself from that horror, he pondered these earthly human rituals concerning hair. Lacking body fur, these primates seemed to obsess with the thin strands on their heads, sometimes their faces.
The dark-skinned Wore whose shaved head sprouted only a thin ridge of spiked hair in the middle, often removed hair-skin from enemies—“scalped” them.
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Uzx did a chemical analysis of Neil’s and Naomi’s hair follicles—and that of the 111 other inhabitants of the moving wagons but skinned nothing of intrinsic value. Why do humans scalp their enemies? What a strange, barbaric custom.
Obviously, revenge and power-lust, though those emotions didn’t explain why money was paid for such savage strands. Or why the items were kept.
Of course, primates removed shaggy thick hair from bison too, and from flat-tailed mammals with big teeth that chewed on tall plant wood. Humans had an obsession, a ritualistic totem, for sentient fiber. Why? Sometimes the fixation was positive.
Many of their females wore their hair very long; seemed to be a mating ritual because when they married, most of them then hid their hair, braided up on their heads under an ugly cap of fiber.
Except for Neil's mate; Naomi let her dark strands flow luxuriating and undulating all the way down her back to below her waist. This she obviously did for Neil. She often pulled a utensil through it carefully, over and over. Intriguing. Now I’m obsessing, and Uzx smiled.
How strangely these Terran humans affected him. Perched high in the tree, his owl eyes mostly closed, Uzx got back to researching Neil’s memories. So many troubling ones. In a location called Tennessee, Neil battled dark-skinned primates. The data director inserted—Mongoloid race.
Overwhelming the latter with their death-dealing weapons, Neil, and others of European stock, shot, stabbed, and scalped the dark-skinned humans. A burly man near Neil, slashed his knife across a woman's throat and red gushed down over an infant she suckled. Screaming.
At last, the Caucasian men rode their horses over the mutilated bodies…
Utter silence, except for the thudding of hooves.
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Oh my Sire, my Maternal Pouch! Uzx wept. His inner skin reddened until moisture oozed out to the feathers of his owl self! Quickly he withdrew from imaging Neil's tragic memory.
If only I were back on Orxxjh communing in the Innerness with my many siblings and dear compatriots.
This terrible inner agony of being human reached deep into Uzx's vital organs. In Orxxjhian bereavement, he skinfulled, rapidly attempting to move his missing tail into deep mourning.
Later, finally, he recovered his alienological objectivity. And then he skinned back again into Neil's mind and the minds of others in his grouping. Most confusing of all of the earth primate’s memories, was the statement of Neil's companions who said they would get 100 bucks for each female scalp.
What could their earthly government want with hair from other humans, except as brutal revenge? Maybe a primitive means of accounting?
It made no reasonable good sense, but aliens' ways seldom did. So few had reached the Way of True Knowing, of the wonder of All/Ultimate.
Uzx remembered the odd deathing on the planet Rihalda. Now that had been grievingly depressing! But as a galactical researcher, he had experienced many strange behaviors. Yet he could never get used to the barbarism and petty selfishness. Terra was turning out, here at the outset, to be one of the worst.
Where are the Feltment Leadings of their Exalted Sires? Where their compassion? Why don’t the Maternal Ones speak up, demand these cruelties and massacres stop?
Was it because all these conscious primates on earth live mainly by their visual percepters, not skin feltment? Does their vision give them a sense of emotional distance from others, which can then lead to hatred, even slaughter?
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The data director from the globe-circling ship started to answer, but Uzx silenced the cyber-intelligence. Then he banished the horror of the bloodletting and skin removal from his felting. If not, he might lose control and skxxjh into untimed despair and his owl-host would die from the stress.
Next the Orxxjhian turned to accessing images from Naomi, Neil’s spouse, and her relationship with their one and only very small infant.
Uzx wondered, Could the human prederliction for evil spring from its being born so solitary in the womb, bereft of the joy and communion of many cute tailings sharing in the joy of their maternal pouch?
And how had Naomi come to her fervent devotion to a Terran understanding of All/Ultimate, filled with desire for compassion and empathy? She appeared to be the only nonviolent individual of all the primates that Uzx had studied so far.
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Out further to the west, Wore Wolf Teeth rode into the cleft in the limestone hills that his people called Weeping Water.
A large spring flowed out of a tall rocky bluff and wept down over many stone layers, from rock ledge to ledge to ledge—a thing of utter beauty--descending down and down as if their Mother of All were weeping for them, for her children because these pale aliens from the east were ravaging their land, hairy invaders who had no sense of right, but gobblers like locust.
After the falls, the stream then meandered past his people’s village into Wide Flat River. He refused to use the Oto name for the river. What a place of beauty our people’s land.
He, Wore Wolf’s Teeth, warrior of the Chaticks-si-Chaticks, rode proudly in amongst the lodges of his people with his great horse prize trailing behind him. People of his small village caught the glory of his ride and smiled with approval, then turned back to their work.
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Coming to a stop in front of his own lodge, he sat formally stiff and silent. His spouse Meadow Lark came out the front opening and stood looking down demurely but regally at the ground, holding their youngest, but a babe, sucking hungrily at her breast.
As required in the returning ritual, Wore didn't smile, but stared at his mate; but unspoken, his love descended to her in floods as he sat on his horse waiting the customary time of courtesy, not bragging like ignorant Whites with their lack of sense, their lack of morals.
Meadow Lark stood before her man, who had obviously counted great coup. What a wonder to be your woman, Wore Wolf Teeth!
Her husband’s two young sons stood silently by her, their eyes lowered too, but the littler one of only 4 years kept peeking up at his great father, and twisting a small rope in his hands.
The baby whimpered and Meadow Lark shifted her infant on her bosom. She thanked the Great Spirit for bringing her mate home.
But before they could speak and adjourn to their lodge for sharing and a home-coming ritual, this glorious moment got trampled.
The pageantry of their meeting got stomped down when unexpectedly 37 warriors descended the draw and came thundering into the village, horses sweating and breathing heavy, nostrils flared.
Wore turned and recognized the lead rider, a great Pawnee warrior of a western village, his face slashed with war paint. The latter dropped overly hastily to the ground—ignoring ritual courtesy—rushed up to the chief’s lodge, across the way, and called out in haste.
Quickly, Wore swung down from his horse, handed the reins to his older son, turned from wife and children, and strode off toward his leader’s lodge and the gathered warriors.
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Meadow Lark walked back into their lodge, put her infant down and began to tensely work on a bead pattern. But she couldn’t concentrate. She waited for the bad news.
Soon her man returned. He pulled her close to his chest. No words. He caressed her hair. But she knew it was war.
But with whom? The Lakota? The white invaders? Surely not the stupid Oto! However, she knew not to ask.
Turning from his spouse, Wore left, nodding to their 2 boys with stern affection. Then he rode out with the village chief, the other Weeping Water braves, away from their home, following behind the visiting war party. Wore tensed with excitement and honor and wrath.
The war party, while following a few Southern Lakota, had discovered a large hunting group of white invaders. The aliens were about to attack the great herd of bison along the Nebraskier River!
Wore cursed as he galloped east and with his free hand smeared a bit of charcoal across his face because of no time to apply formal war paint.
Only 3 summers before, these invading aliens had slaughtered hundreds of bison, so that winter 20 people of Wore's village had starved to death for lack of bison jerky. He had lost his older daughter; they had tried to get her to chew deer hide ooze from his fairly new leggings, but she caught the cough and died.
Wore Wolf Teeth leaned forward now and rode into hate, letting his wrath clod the ground.
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When Uzx came out of rest-state refreshed and ready to work again, the waiting data flow agitated until his skin hurt...
To be continued--
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In the Light,
Daniel Wilcox
Chapter 1: The 3rd Alien
Nebraska Territory, 1842
New wheel ruts marred the grassy area near the stream. The native crouched down and examined long furrows in the wet ground.
Alarmed, he turned to stone and scanned nearby land, holding his breath. But no human sounds were evident, only sparrows chittering in clumps of elms hanging over Clear Creek.
The brook’s thin water gurgled, rippling, wide and shallow. Pebbles shimmered on its sandy bottom. Eastward, the stream flowed, winding away amongst the grassy loafed hills.
Through tall elms, a flat stone ridge loomed, the Table Rock. However not a single unusual movement anywhere in the landscape.
But the native seethed. These wheeled scars had marred their land far too long! Pale aliens came from the north and from the east, following the wide, flat, muddy Nebraskier River westward.
Sometimes their wagon teams stopped at little Clear Creek, because of the abundant spring which fed it.
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Recently the invaders had gotten men of a nearby tribe, the stupid Oto, drunk on firewater—trading that evil drink for beaver pelt.
He cursed silently and watched the land. Thank you Great Spirit that my people, the Chaticks-si-chaticks (Men of men), don’t betray others for drink. We’re not a twisting snake like the Oto.
However, then he remembered several seasons ago. True, I sold my last catch of beaver to one such group of invaders, ugly haired 2-faces, but did so for blankets.
But I won’t sell to those cowards--defilers--ever again! I, Wore Wolf Teeth of the Chaticks-si-chaticks, swear to it.
He brushed one hand through the single ridge of stiffened hair that roostered up from his mostly shaven head. Then he stood up and swept his gaze over the terrain once more, peering at rock outcroppings and up narrow arroyos.
Only 3 moons ago lazy Oto thieves had slunk into his village of Weeping Water while he and other warriors were out hunting. Had stolen his prize ceremonial shirt which his spouse had made from the hide of a large deer, one he had shot last winter.
Peering toward the east, Wore Wolf Teeth wondered what other evil lay there yet to come this way and curse their lives. The white aliens hadn’t only corrupted the worthless Oto. Those invaders coming in wheeled lodges killed their bison and profaned their land.
Last summer the invaders slaughtered over a thousand of our bison, eastward toward the Big Muddy. Crazy aliens, such evil waste!
Stark images filled Wore’s mind. When he and several other warriors rode onto the cruel scene, a terrible stink assaulted them. Carcasses of hundreds of bison lay abandoned by the edge of the Nebraskier—so much rich meat rancid, rotting and bloating, crowded with skin-islands of flies in the hot summer sun.
The killers had skinned every shaggy hide from the fallen beasts, abandoned the corpses, and then left with only the hides piled high in their moving lodges. Greedy scum!
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On that shameful day, the sun had blazed hot like now; yes, the season of sweating. He wiped moisture from his brow, and reprimanded himself for not being there with his fellow braves to stop that slaughter.
Again, he scanned the landscape. Still no human sounds. Finally Wore rose and walked over to Clear Creek and scooped up a cool drink with his right hand. He would return to his village, speak in the council and maybe they would mount a war party to deal with these new wagon-aliens.
Suddenly, a covey of quail swarled up from a nearby thicket and winged up over the muddy ruts, skyward. Wore dropped flat, and like a bull snake slithered into heavy brush, listening for the sound of hooves, or boot steps, even muffled breathing.
Nothing! Only the creek’s gurgle. However, the birds had stopped chattering.
Then as he peered out through leafy branches, the sky tore open--abruptly, distorting, and bubbling out,
a darkness looking at first like a black globbed mass,
like dark spittle on a French trapper's beard,
but then widening, widening, widening...
until he, Wore Wolf Teeth, inched back in dread.
This deadly vision must come from the spirits or maybe the Great Spirit, not from any bodied foe. Yet the horrid sight boded nothing like his quest dream he had received when becoming a brave a few seasons back on the southern plains.
Widening, the dark, translucent bubble continued enlarging until it loomed greater than all of their lodges back in his village of the Weeping Water.
Strange and horrendous, the spirit up above expanded until it gaped far vaster than one of the white invaders' cliff forts—enlarging until the monstrous distortion filled the whole sky, and then it blotted out the sun.
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Wolf Teeth lay still, at one with gravel and stones under him. The distorted cavern above him, endless, coal black, a dark horror, threatening to engulf the world.
He remembered the murky cave he had climbed down into when a small boy, how it blotted out the sky. And how terrified he had been when he couldn’t find his way out for hours. All that black pitched darkness.
Now the sky tunnel of smoked blackness swallowed the entire whole horizon and out of the cavernous maw charged, stormed, barraged a drab-gray monster.
What dreadful evil spirit? Or could it be a severe warning, an omen for me from the Great Spirit? But why?
For the first time in his 23 years, Wore shivered despite the summer heat. Even when he had counted coup against the Arapaho, disdaining their warriors and had to pull out a thrown lance from his bleeding arm, while hanging to his stolen horse's mane, even then he hadn’t been afraid.
No fear then, no! But alive and glorious, so triumphant, galloping across the plains, we were great victors.
But not now...no, now a hungry dread ate at his gut like a vulture. He was being truly tested. His pulse beat fast, but he gripped his medicine bag hanging from his neck, crawled out of the brush, stood tall and spoke, "I am Wore Wolf Teeth of the Chaticks-si-chaticks!”
Above, the gigantic dark gray spirit hovered pulsating, threatening, and behind it the black sky, endless tar, darkening the world.
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Only 3 miles away, horses of an Oregon-bound wagon train skittered and bucked; one large roan knocked its rider to the ground. Men looked up in shock, bewildered by this sudden pitch darkness. Even the chatter and horseplay of their children ceased.
In the 3rd Conestoga wagon, Neil O'Brien stared up into the blackness and held his breath.
One of the forward scouts shouted back, "Halt!"
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Their wagons came to a stop. Drivers tensely searched the sky for any funnel of an approaching tornado. Everyone, even the children, waited for the first strike of lightning and then the crack or roll of thunder, but none came. Only an extreme darkness, an utter silence, a thunder of blackness filling the day sky.
Neil couldn’t even see his rein hand. Baffled, he hollered back to his wife in the wagon, “Darlin’, you okay?”
‘Yes, Neil, is a storm brewing? Our babe’s asleep.”
Mothers shoved their children under tick beds in the schooners and waited. The darkness increased, darkness on darkness. And then a horrid grayness shot into being. Men pulled out rifles—rather senseless, they knew—and waited. A few little ones started crying.
But then, just as the sudden blackness darkening the world had attacked, the abyss of color vanished including the great gray monster, and again the wagoneers squinted into the blazing glare of the summer’s sun and a totally pristine blue sky.
Almost immediately hundreds of voices rushed to fill the still air. Neil turned to Naomi, his wife, who had come up behind him from the back of their wagon.
He put his free arm around her shoulders and said, "Strange, almost preternatural. What a dangerous incongruity! Suddenly that vast thunderhead, or maybe giant tornado, dominates the sky—largest I’ve ever seen—frightens and bedevils us, but then vanishes instantly."
"Neil, it might be a sign from the Almighty," she responded as she leaned closer to him where he sat, reins in hand.
Before he could answer, a scout shouted and the 2 wagons in front of them began moving again. He turned and flicked the reins. His wife backed into the shade of their schooner’s covering and lifted up their 6-month-old daughter Hannah, and softly sang a Good News hymn.
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As Neil guided the horses forward, he thought about the strange atmospheric phenomenon, remembering a few texts he had read at law school which had mentioned a similar strange sky a few years back.
Sounded like superstition, but what could have caused such an atmospheric disturbance? No thunderhead or tornado.
Finally, as the wagon train plodded along, he returned to contemplating his and Naomi’s future…about their chances in the Oregon Territory. He was glad they weren't staying here on the Nebraska plains. Not that it doesn’t have potential—lots of level land for farming, but looks too dry.
And I’d miss all the oaks and elms. This terrain’s almost treeless except by streams. No wonder some commentators call it a vast desert.
What a contrast to last week when they had camped back near the Missouri River where land stood thick with timber—very verdant and so fertile.
They followed along behind the 2 schooners in front of their wagon, and 13 more behind, as their train of immigrants rolled alongside this wide river, the Platte (the word meant 'flat' in French, coined by early explorers).
More and more, the rolling hills of eastern Nebraska Territory were lessening, the land flattening, turning to prairie, endless plains as far as he could see. When would they spot buffalo? He corrected himself, Bison; am I picking up ignorant speech?
Holding the reins with one hand, Neil took a swig of warm water from his cloth canteen. He momentarily contemplated whether the French term for the wide shallow river was the best, or if they should have kept the stranger, more alien sounding Oto Indian word, Nebraskier, meaning "flat water."
But then the matter of the sky darkness came back to him, the dark foreboding and sinister aura of the phenomenon, and he pondered what it could signify.
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Several hours passed. Behind him, in the wagon, Naomi was sewing and cooing to their little one. He wiped sweat from his face with his forearm again. So blazing hot!
At least that threatening darkness provided momentary relief. ‘Must be 110 degrees at least. Such a contrast to the downpour 5 days ago that had created a muddy mess for their wagons. But this excruciating heat seems to exude moisture.
His shirt clung to his chest and back, utterly drenched, as if he had taken a dunk in the nearby river, though its sluggish water didn't look deep enough to get baptized in.
Their 4 horses plugged along the hoof-punched mud trail; he tied the reins to the post, yanked off his dripping shirt, wiped his face and arms, and wrapped it around his neck to ward off more sunburn there.
Below his left rib, showed a large scar, the one from his battle in Tennessee against the Cherokee. It welted livid against his dark tan.
Jagged memory assaulted him--his partner holding a small bloody scalp, a child’s, and whooping with delight, boasting to Neil how they'd get rid of all of the red vermin, cursed aliens, the savages which tried to stop their move westward.
Blood dripped into Neil’s mind like the sky darkness of hours before, all of it seeping from the small patch of hair hanging like a shredded rattler in his buddy’s hand. Neil cussed! Banished the bloodied memory.
He flicked the reins so hard their horses bounded ahead, pulling him too close to the wagon in front.
“Whoa…” he pulled back on the horses—the loud chatter of kids up ahead--and thought of his own baby and Naomi behind him within their wagon. His wife had stopped singing. Probably heard me take God’s name in vain.
Scanning out across the shallow water on his left, Neil tried to see the far side of the river. But too much humid haze.
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Then he turned behind to see what his wife was doing. Their baby, Hannah, lay wrapped tightly in a thin sheet, asleep on the Mennonite quilt covering their small mattress that rested on packing crates.
Naomi sat behind the infant, peeling potatoes, her blouse wet-damp against her bosom and pleasingly open at the neck, her long mahogany hair a tumble of wrap up on her head, a few wisps clinging to the sweat on her forehead.
"Hey Love,” Neil asked, “how about bringin’ me some tea?"
She looked up at her man, and smiled. “Sure, Neil.” Naomi reached down under the side of their mattress and pulled out a large stone jar. Then hefted it up, tipped, and poured out brown tea into a glass mason jar.
Naomi felt proud of her husband, though sometimes now wished she were still back in Philadelphia and teaching at Penn Quaker School, not out here on this rough, dangerous trek. And wished my parents were still alive.
Naomi edged forward, holding onto the crates so as to not spill any liquid as their wagon rocked and jostled over uneven ground. One wheel slid into a mud-hole and the wagon lurched. But she caught herself with a hand against one of the stays supporting the overhead fabric cover.
Grabbing the reins, Neil calmed the horses as they righted the wagon and plodded on again.
He felt her hand on his bare shoulder, turned back and looked down into her luminous eyes, great with kissed closeness, sweat glistening on her forehead and cheeks. Wanted to swoop her up into his arms...but he only visually caressed her, with intensity into her irises, and took the tumbler from her calloused hands, and turned back to watch the horses.
Behind him, his wife’s hand lingered on his shoulder, then slid it down his side and mischievously pinched him.
He sloshed his tea, some slurping over the rim and landing on his legs. He grabbed for her hand but she had retreated.
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“Just you wait, you ornery sprite, you’ve got yours comin’ later. Is that kind of tomfoolery proper for a young school marm?”
Naomi’s gentle laughter came to him as she picked up their 6-month old daughter, no doubt holding her close, probably giving her to breast. And he thanked God above for his young wife.
Later in a lawyer-like moment, he marveled how he still used high-falutin’ literary terms like ‘sprite’. Out here in the wild west of the Nebraska Territory, many pioneers and trappers couldn’t write basic prose, let alone reference out literary allusions. No time for study when ever’ waking moment meant hard work.
Should I have stayed in Rhode Island and finished my law courses? But then I wouldn’t have met Naomi! However then somber images crowded in—and had to bury her folks and 216 other dead bodies interred in the spring thaw ground in St. Louis, decimated by the small pox.
Another death haunted him—blood seeping guilt...that dripping scalp of the little savage hangin’ in his friend’s hand…No! I won’t think of that.
Remember good times! Focus on Naomi—making love. Weeks before when they first met, she had looked so severe in her sedate Quaker dress, but she was all heat and passion hidden away within. And that brought back passionate images of their wedding night! Better not dwell on that.
He noticed the horses had slowed, and shook the reins.
Maybe if they hadn’t decided to go west, he could have taken her back to Providence, Rode Island after their wedding and shown her his old stomping ground, got her a small frame house, and she could be tending their daughter and walking down to Dutch’s Dry Goods, while he read the Law...but corpses of savages clotted on the ground, their lodges burning and that dripping hair in his friend’s hand. God, Stop it!
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He looked ahead at the 2 wagons in front of him as they rounded a slight bluff and wondered how long before they reached the Weeping Water camp site. Would it be safe? The Pawnee natives were unpredictable. Look how they slaughtered that village of Arapaho several years ago! And their oppression of the Oto.
On the other hand, Pawnee hatred of the Lakota might help us, when we get to Chimney Rock. Indians are so tribal...well that’s prejudiced thinking...as if we Europeans aren’t. Neil remembered his study of the Napoleonic Wars, and the infighting among American easterners even now.
A horde of flies circled and he batted at them with his free hand. The horses were sweating profusely and whipping their tails against the endless flies...must’ve swarmed up from Egypt, compliments of Moses.
Speaking of the Good Book, he now heard Naomi singing a Scripture passage to their daughter. His wife was versing a line: “Be kind to foreigners, aliens in your midst, angels unawares. Yes, dear Lord, yes.”
Yeah sure, right! Neil frowned. Dark images of the Cherokee war came back. Sometimes the Bible’s downright stupid! Be kind to killers? Savages? That’s what most of the redskins are. Aliens who show no mercy to us or their own kind, other tribes.
Natives were so strange in their thinking, the way they could attack friendly wagon trains out here, without warning, slaughtering everyone, and executing whole families at wilderness farms back in Kentucky.
The savages, even their squaws, mutilated the bodies! Take that German immigrant we found with his entrails torn out of his body, his intestines wrapped all the way around an oak tree...tied there by his own guts left to bleed to death slowly. Despicable aliens!
But then gruesome images of his best friend with the small bloody trophy seared bleeding script on Neil’s mind, the proverbial writing on his own inner wall, and he cursed loudly. And again harshly, and whipped the horses.
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“What’s wrong Dearheart? Do you need me?” Naomi asked from in the wagon. “Please don’t take our Savior’s name in vain.”
Neil didn’t answer, but focused with his lawyer mind trying to argue his conscience down. His wife didn’t say anymore, began singing again. The fervent words of the song scalded his conscience. He battled back against the guilt.
But trying to justify himself, arguing against the Almighty, the judge of the cosmos was a nigh bit more than his ability. But oh God, why do you emphasize we should care for aliens? Think of your servant; they gutted him to a tree!
Clumps of box elders stood tall with dense thickets of raspberries by the flat river. But Neil couldn’t focus on the scenery. He grimaced and again swung at hordes of flies swarming around him and the horses.
What if I was assigned as a defense attorney for savages? This is hard. Well, if I were a savage, then white folks would seem like aliens, too. We’ve taken lots of their land. And there’s the broken treaties. Even with the derned Cherokee. But heck...
Neil flicked the horses angrily to speed them up as he realized they had again fallen back a few yards. But suddenly the wagon in front of him stopped.
"Tarnation! What now?" Neil stood up and stared ahead. If the wagon train kept stopping, they wouldn’t make it to Chimney Rock for days, and then would get caught in early snow before getting over the Rockies through the pass.
Neil waited—hopefully the stop wasn’t because the scouts had spotted signs of natives. Out here they were likely to be hostiles. He took off his brown hat and wiped more sweat and grime from his forehead. Then glanced up toward the glaring sun and ran fingers through his wet brown hair.
Remembered the strange atmospheric occurrence earlier. He turned back to the hooped opening behind him. Inside, in muted light, on their mattress propped on top of crates, kegs and large trunks, Naomi sat nursing Hannah.
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Neil grinned wide remembering the rambunctious night only 15 months ago, right after they had seen the justice of the peace.
But then he bit his lip at the somber images which crowded in--the shallow grave which he had dug for his wife's parents, their skin all pocked up, only 2 of hundreds of people who had frenzied to death in an epidemic that had descended on St. Louis for months in the spring—
Yelling! What now?!
His warm memories shattered away. Coming at a gallop, one of the scouts dashed up to the wagon in front of them, waving his hat as if warding off storms of bumble bees. And stopped. Loud conversation but too indistinct to hear.
Neil quickly looped the reins on the wagon stay, jumped to the ground and hurried forward. It was the short French Canadian, the one with a mangy trapper's hat. How could he wear that thing in this heat?
The trail guide suddenly trotted alongside the wagon toward him. Even before he reached Neil, the guide pulled up on his reins, and shouted in his heavy accent, "Got problems! Scout Lefty hasn’t returned. And there’s horse tracks just up ahead; probably Pawnee. Most of 'em been passive these days, but there was an attack on a train a few weeks bac’. Get out yer rifle ‘n stay eagle-eyed."
Before Neil could answer, the scruffy guide giddied his horse and trotted on past him to the next wagon behind.
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After his tachyon ship flung out of hyperspace, bursting from the bubbled warp, Uzx Hjxthzgvk mentally felt-skinned many grassy undulating hills and streams below on this alien world and emotionally warmed, wishing he could skxxjh. And beyond the warm hills lay flat expanses of endless grass and wildlife for miles!
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"Such tactile wealth!" his skin gloried in joyful anticipation. "What luxuriating wonder." He virtually caressed many strange plants growing up from the grassy terrain near a wide river.
“So much liquid! Visible above ground--zjzhgtqz!" The Orxxjhian smiled at the glory of this new world. This wondrous place would be a tactile for many rotations. So what if it’s a small planet rotating a minor yellow sun.
He would somehow justify the research, though the data feeling into him from the ship emphasized there were no great techno-cities here--no extensive statistics to be analyzed and statted; and these few conscious inhabitants were only skinny primates...but with no tails for ritual and support, and a species of such limited basic intelligence at that.
But nevertheless, this world showed promise. He grinned wide with his facial orifice and shifted his feel on the instruments. Data flowed in on one of the primates crouched below, evidently hiding in the foliage.
Yes, the Terran alien was spying up at their ship using only his visual percepters and the aural lobes in his head.
Probably not a threat--obviously incapable of distance-feeling, only has basic self-consciousness, medium intelligence for a primate, pre-literate, dark-skinned, strong energy level and brave, but strangely overly filled with dread.
Nearby, the primate’s 4-legged mammal-rider shook itself and hoofed the ground. Ah, called a “horse”…thanks data director, Uzx felted to the ship’s computer center. Not dangerous, but tactilely fascinating, especially the long main of hair on its neck.
The horse stopped moving and lowered its head back to a shallow stream where it had been drinking. The mammal was restricted by a cord tied to one of a few tall many-limbed plants--the term, trees.
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Skinning the wide horizon, felting this new place of wonder, Uzx marveled. Yet, the primate far below, as alert as any sentient creature, seemed barely senseful.
Only a few points to the south over the terrain from him, many other primates congregated, but of a lighter skin shade than his, some of them vocalizing so loudly, yet the dark-skinned one couldn't hear them or feel them.
These aliens obviously had no inner means of communication. And all their loud yakking, like a bunch of xhvzpxzlzsq, was embarrassing.
Also, none in the large grouping had the stiff ridge on a shaved head like the first earthling, but instead they wore odd fiber coverings over their hair; and some of their faces sprouted bushy hair below their sense organs and intake orifices. Otherwise, no fur.
Quickly, Uzx accessed 139 different mental states of the primitive travelers. Most of them were upset because one of their leaders had found tracks belonging to the lone native's mammal.
One of leader was riding his mammal back along the primitive conveyances shouting out warnings. So much loud linguistic noise! Rather odd, funny in a way. Uzx's skin laughed.
The leading primate hadn't even taken a moment to stick his multi-pronged appendages into to feel the semicircular shapes of the tracks in the rich loam of the muddy soil. What a waste of tactile!
Musing rather excitedly, Uzx considered options: Maybe I should quantum-destruct those primitive gunpowder tubes attached to the aliens’ waists and held in some of their hands. Oh, I can do that later after my complete survey and all the data collection finishes.
Instead, he shifted on his large feet, adjusted the back support of his tail, and felted again back to the terrain where the first earth primate still hid. The primitive was holding a totem of sorts and invoking deity.
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At least the earthling had advanced enough in the evolutionary scale so he was self-aware, and vividly cognizant of an ultimate category of existence, the All/Ultimate. Good.
But Uzx skinned, felting the little finning creatures in the surface liquid of the small creek. What will they skin like when I actually touch them? Such fascinating primitive life forms.
What would my own planet of Orxxjh be like if it had surface water?
He touched the ship data flow and the weird scaly creatures flapped their fins in panic and zipped about in the shallow stream.
What a strange wonderful world. Oh thanks to the All-Ultimate that I careered as an alienologist. Surely, no other Sirehold compares to this joy of discovery.
Next, Uzx scanned with his skin across the landscape to where shaggy 4-legged creatures congregated at a much larger moving body of liquid, a wide river.
He first considered feltdentifying into one of the herd of thousands for his first skxxjh, but then remembered the bloated carcasses he had accessed from the hiding native's mind. Better do more research on the reason for the massive slaying of these furry beasts.
The ship alien remembered his own great Sire's wise quote to him when he was growing up, not too long after depouching: “Dear son, always remember, ‘Forefeeling leads to felthood.’"
So instead Uzx widened the range of his sensing for more in depth input. Thankfully the scanning ability of his ship’s data director was nearly endless.
Later he would focus on one of the alien primate families, probably the extremely small family in the 3rd conveyance in the line of human travelers. That curly-bearded one, termed Neil O’Brien, is conscientious, ardent, and spiritual, yet skeptical—fascinating. But his searing memories show a very tragic past—what a chaos of troubling images.
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And his nursing spouse, within under that vegetative gray-white covering--very sad, has no pouch. How belittling to be a primate. Only one small infant!
Yet she spends much inner time in worship of her species’ Divine, seems similar to the All/Ultimate. Furthermore, the male and his mate show more erudition than any of the others in this human grouping--so many of these aliens are barely literate! Really difficult to fathom.
Uzx paused to move through a short tailing ritual of regret for this unfertile couple, though he quickly realized the vast majority of these primates were likewise afflicted. None of them are blessed with a decent sized brood of younglings, not even at least 23 or 33.
One family in the primitive conveyances does have 9 tailings—such cute progeny...but what’s that to my Sire and Maternal Pouches’ 63?
And none of their infants are safe because these primate females have no maternal pouch. Very sad.
After a few more moments of data flow on the primates, Uzx returned to his search. Too bad there’s no marsupials nearby.
His ship’s data director responded, Many of earth’s large marsupials live in the southern hemisphere. You will study that continent after this one, see what genetic similarity they might have to your own species on Orxxjh, whether the All-Ultimate created them with the same basic genetic code as on Orxxjh.
Scanning through possibilities for feltdentification, Uzx kept searching.
Leaning heavily on his tail, he sifted through millions of potential candidates, finally eliminating flyers (though so intriguing with their wings; no beings like that on Orxxjh), and lots of small reptiles and sea creatures of the vast ocean of liquid to the west.
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For his first feltdentification on Terra, he needed something very basic, different yet familiar, with fur and a tail like Orxxjhians—that would help him adjust more easily to the sudden change, and a creature non-intrusive, maybe even a bit fun.
Ah there, he felted a furry, smallish--actually tiny--mammal who tunneled and who was mostly ignored except by winged ones.
It will be perfect for my first feeling of this planet, despite the animal’s stupidity, or rather because that will make the mind-meld less intrusive, less difficult. The alienologist engaged his felt.
Down under ground, a burrow's inhabitants suddenly scurried about sensing an invasion of their sanctuary. A fairly large male collapsed in a tunnel near the surface-mound in the tall prairie grass.
Then it awoke a genius.
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Wore Wolf Teeth lay still like hard stone, like bedrock, for long after the demon of dread had unswallowed the sky and vanished. Now only blue remained and the blazing warpath of the sun.
He peered through various holes in the thick brush, and waited and waited, but the fearsome spirit didn't return.
Nowhere gulfed the huge black tunnel or that dreadful spirit that had come lunging out of it.
So, slowly, Wore snaked backward ignoring shards of rock and thorns which cut abrasions on his stomach and upper thighs above his rawhide leggings. Extricating himself from the heavy thicket, he stood.
But then there came a slight noise of slow-moving hooves, only one horse going very slow. Wore shut from his mind the strange sky spirit and focused on what he did know. A rider, in stealth, was coming this way.
Running silently over to his tethered horse, he pulled down his bow and arrows and spit quietly, mentally cursing all invaders.
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The horse didn’t sound like Oto or Lakota. Must be a scout for alien palefaces. Evidently this one, a good tracker, did know he was here; must have found his horse’s hoof marks somewhere, though Wore had ridden carefully on rock and hard ground, avoiding open areas.
More and more of these pale aliens, strange talkers who bent their words, kept moving onto his people’s land. Why were so many moving westward?
Always before, even in his grandfather's time, it's true, French trappers had come, but after trading for fur, they left.
But these new one--the trappers called them "les Anglais"--came like locust to chew up everything. They slaughter our bison, only stealing hides, and leave all the rich meat and other good parts for the buzzards and flies. What a cursed breed!
Wore shimmied across ground to a forward tree, then crawled to the dip behind a boulder left of the stand of cedars. How he loved this place; like the body of his warm mate.
Then the horseman, the intruder, came into view, gun drawn. Wore fitted an arrow to his bow, now could see the invader’s slouch hat. Evidently, a French scout.
Wore grinned with deliberation. He drew back on the string. Go back Frenchie, you talker of oiled words!
Thunk! The rider gasped.
Finally, the bow string stopped vibrating, and then the invader toppled from his black horse, an arrow deep in his chest, dead before he crashed into the heavy prairie grass.
The Pawnee warrior waited momentarily, listening. Then he scampered across the small open clearing, and thanked the Great Spirit for delivering this brave Frenchman to the afterlife.
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After dragging the corpse into nearby brush, Wore Wolf Teeth calmed the dead man’s skittering horse. Fine horse for my people! From his belt, he pulled out his knife to scalp the invader, but stopped momentarily again; and listened for any other hooves. Nothing. Yet he paused.
The dread omen in the sky lunged back, looming in his mind again. Long claws of dread clutched his gut. Maybe I should let this white roamer go to the afterlife with his hair. Wore remembered his grandfather's words, "In triumph, bow to caution; in bravery, resist pride."
He stuck his knife back into his belt, led the large gelding over to his own horse and swung on the latter.
Leading the enemy's horse by its reins, he rode down into the shallow creek, watching out for deep holes and hidden pockets, and lay close to his horse's neck, ready to sweep over onto its left side if any more invaders came into view.
After leaving the creek, in the distance, he could hear many hooves and the wagons’ pale aliens yelling at each other. Such discourtesy and stupidity! Talking loud like a bunch of geese. They would never hear him.
So Wore rode west at a fast canter distancing himself from the approaching wagons. Thoughts of the other invader, the great evil spirit in the sky came back.
An ominous omen. Dread rose coiled within him like a snake, about to strike.
Riding through a thick stand of box elder and oak, he came out into a large clearing near the Nemaha River.
Despite his courage, the brave glanced up at the sky again. But no dark cavern or gray monster showed, only the great sky-lake of blue and the blazing sun’s warpath.
He crossed the river ford on flat stones, noticing many more ruts on the far side where a previous wagon train had passed weeks earlier. Murky water filled them now, from the thunderstorm of 3 days before.
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Wore journeyed toward home, to their Weeping Water, where a rock-ledged falls streamed into the wide Nebraskier River.
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Frantically, the prairie dogs kept skittering about in tall grass instinctively warned that something wasn't right. A dangerous presence stirred. They avoided the oddly behaving male.
That small rodent suddenly sensed he was an “I.” Strange thoughts obsessed him. And he felt double-selved. He couldn’t concentrate on foraging for food because of this felting at the wonder of being alive, of sensing and becoming. This amazing life—it’s so incredibly wondrous!
But when he crawled back down into the lower burrows, the primitive state of their habitat depressed him. How can we live like this? I need to create much better living quarters for us. But later...
Uzx skxxjhed within the rodent for at least 2 of earth’s rotations while his ship continued to roam the alien globe accumulating felt data. Though the initial feltdentification into the little mammal was enjoyable, he quickly lost interest in his host, and focused on experiencing the fauna and other creatures of the nearby surroundings.
Scampering through prairie grass to a small stream, Uzx luxuriated in all the surface water. If only Orxxjh still had surface liquid like this! He tried to feel one of the finnish creatures flitting about in the creek, but they were too fast for his tiny mammal self.
Finally, the alienologist left the confused and dazed rodent, and returned to his ship filled with experiential tactilization, having enjoyed his first skin. And with a better awareness of how to feltdentify into more complex earth creatures later.
He engaged in an in-depth analysis feeling through all the earth information the data director had already gathered. Several rotations of Terra later, Uzx relaxed from his work in his sleep-pod.
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What would the High Feltment think of this new world he was gathering so much feeling from? Wouldn't his Maternal Pouch and his Sire skin so deeply, be so blessed? And wouldn’t he be the envy of his 63 siblings? He immediately turned away from the miss-felt.
After a restful numbing, he returned to his work station and felted the world below. A hawk flew on a downdraft to the east. Maybe I could feltify into such a winged one for a closer feel--well, in this case it would be a closer look.
He smiled at the new term. Such felting excitement at using visual percepters, and flying for the first time! What a potential skxxjh!
Great winged ones appealed to him immensely. There were no flying creatures on Orxxjh; they had gone extinct in the immense past. But which one of the many Terran species would be the best?
So many offered fast movement over the terrain—hawks, falcons, eagles, and their visual acuity would be a new revelatory experience. Orxxjhians seldom used their own vision, and it had atrophied over evolutionary time to dim nearsight.
Uzx actually couldn’t remember a time when he had used his own facial percepters, not even when close up to his loved ones.
As his ship flew automatically, he skinned the terrain, and there came to his epidermal sense, a large winged one, perched asleep atop one very tall tree, termed, “owl.”
According to the data director, the nomenclature comes from Terran’s Old English language--ule "owl," from Proto-Germanic *uwwalon- (cf. Middle Dutch, Dutch uil, Old High German uwila, German Eule, Old Norse ugla), a diminutive of PIE root *u(wa)l-, which is imitative of a wail or an owl's hoot.
Trying to think in the new alien language of English, Uzx suddenly ascertained a word play, My experiment will be a real hoot! And he smiled wide, his vocal orfice above his sense organ stretched the most since his little sister had got him laughing last year at the Xmzxxxtttj Festival.
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This flyer was bigger and potentially cunning despite its relatively small brain, and it had keen percepters. If I enlarge its wings by 5 to 7 times, the flyer will serve my work purposes and also be a fascinating feel. He had never been a winged being before.
Uzx sent his tachyon ship away for more data research, and he feltdentified into the great owl and transformed it after the basic enclone. Immediately, he almost skxxjhed.
This creature affected him much more than the rodent had. He loved its strange visual percepters--So strange to be looking out and down on the glorious world in such minute detail, though not capable of the microscopic levels of felting.
And these huge wings! Glorious! He wheeled about enjoying the new almost skxxjhian feel, skinning the terrain below in all its variety. And the luxurious feathers, what a difference from my fur.
Gradually gaining more and more control, the alien looped over the landscape, swooping low and then up, lingering in the updrafts, then plummeting down. All of this bewildered the great owl's brain, and even this bewilderment was so new to the Orxxjhian. A new feltment to add to his reserve for some night's tactile reminiscence.
He followed the lay of the wide plains, his percepters inflowing with vivid colors; yet cognizant of any Terran dangers on his data flowchart, but letting his own skin roam and luxuriate while at the same time experiencing the strangeness of flight and the way his feathers felted in the hot sun and the movement of air.
Suddenly, Uzx skinned death of a conscious being in this strange biosphere. His keen visual percepters scanned over the land.
There! A primate’s corpse in brush near the creek back where he had first felted an earthling, the dark-skinned.
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After killing the wagon scout, the Pawnee brave, Wore Wolf Teeth, had started for home, but within 3 miles sensed another large group of white invaders and had to delay.
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Wore hid out in a shallow cave by a clump of oaks in a bend of the Flat River. After 2 suns, he decided it was safe to leave.
While riding homeward with his new horse trailing, the warrior caught a glimpse of a huge owl. Another unearthly omen!
The flyer’s huge; its shadow sweeps the land. What does it mean?
Urging his horse and the trailing horse into a gallop, Wore prayed against this returning dread. No owl could be that large, and flying in daylight.
Why Great Spirit are you sending me these warnings? I didn’t scalp the invader, only killed him for desecrating our land.
Have you not given this place to our people the Chaticks-si-chaticks?
But heavy foreboding weighed down on him, as if carrying 7 bison hides on his head and shoulders.
The warrior rode like the wind toward home, chased by ghosts crowding his back.
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Up above, Uzx swung with delight through this alien sky, felted the dark-skinned primate below again with its 2 mammal-riders.
The Orxxjhian then swooped over a few furred creatures which suddenly froze in fear; then remembered to use his owl’s large percepters to visually look up ahead for creatures he had already felted via his inner skin. How it would feel to eat as an owl?
He pondered what new felting that would be. Still the thought of violating the Sanctity of Reverence, killing a living creature--even if it were only one of these basic mammals--made him skin-full with guilt.
Also, images clashed back of the dead primate corpse by the creek. He couldn’t rid his inner skin of that killing, another primate of the same species, only darker skinned, had used a primitive flying instrument to execute. Of course, the dead light-skinned one would probably have done the same.
The Terran species thrived on violence. Early evolutionary adaption. But, my killing and eating as a feathered flyer wouldn’t be the same as killing a member of a self-aware, reasoning species.
It’d only be a minor slaying, an insignificant death. Uzx felt how unaware and basically stupid small Terran mammals are--such as that prarrie dog I encloned.
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Besides, his own great race protected itself against the Grvcth, alien invaders, 300,000 rotations ago, back many, many generations, so long ago that his generation and that of his own Sire and Maternal Pouch had no skinning of the conflict except via ancient data scopes.
Yes, Uzx, his own innerness answered him, showing up his weak rationalization for what it was. But that was for vital defense. What you want now is base, ill-gotten experience. You don't need to kill one of these alien creatures for defense or sustenance.
Think! You wouldn’t be eating as a real owl, but as an alien-enhanced encloned owl! These Terran flyers don’t have a fine sense of cuisine—that’s your Orxxjhian import.
And the data director sensed his inner-conflictedness from the distant ship, at this point surveying the Indonesia islands in the southern hemisphere. Proceed with your assignment, Uzx Hjxthzgvk, Class 3 Alienologist. Fulfill your assignment for the Feltment and the All/Ultimate.
So dutifully, Uzx abandoned the offkilter impulse and returned to his research assignment. What was happening to him? Experience on this planet seemed to be leading off into divergent comet trails.
Soon the first great moment of the day clawed through to his skin--the shaggy herd of bison which Uzx had discerned earlier from the images in the primate's brain were grazing up ahead.
Such powerful feeling of these 4-legged hairy beings assaulted him that he lost his sense of flying and plummeted earthward almost bashing into a high ridge.
He swung around the line of forest, and swirled in loops above the great furred landscape of bison as they mulled just north of a wide, flat river--so much more water and water and water!
Of course, Uzx knew of the vast oceans and great rivers of this alien planet--he had surveyed them earlier from his ship, but here now so close flowed and eddied the life-giving liquid.
No one on Orxxjh ever saw water in a natural state, and definitely not like this above ground.
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And the wonder of the 4-legged furrings below who muddied the river edges. Flying only a few feathers above the bison, Uzx felted the shaggy brute creatures, luxuriating in their endless fiber as they crowded together and guzzled water in mud holes along the edge of the wide river where it alternated between mudflats, inner streams, and small islands thick with trees.
But the mammals’ brains are small; not much more advanced than the prairie dog’s. Yet aren’t they worth my whole galactic trip? What a skxxjh!
Some of the large mammals jostled away and bounded back up the low bank threatened by this strange flying creature flying too close.
Uzx withdrew into his feathers, momentarily looping back and forth, ecstatic from sensuous overload, but then remembering his central assignment, he resumed his flight back toward the wagon train.
However before the alienologist reached the long line of wagons, he sensed another group of Terran primates. Behind jagged bluffs, they were vocalizing loudly, cursing in the name of their religion’s ultimate being, guffawing, and yelling.
Sidetracking again, this would be important research, he as an earthly owl rose higher on another updraft and flew southward over the river bluffs. Soon he came upon the noisy aliens. He denied himself any felting in his inner skin, but instead consciously perceived them through his owl percepters. Fascinating.
Maybe we Orxxjhians need to regain the sight sense. Shouldn’t have let ours atrophy. How long ago did our species abandon vision for skin-feeling? All data for his species came through their skin as it sent out and received trillions of electrical charges every nant.
The loud-mouthed primates were sitting on mammal-riders, horses, milling around several crude conveyances. Uzx flew in low, accessing their strange brain states.
But immediately, he regretted his lack of caution. One of the aliens, with a wide brim of black fabric atop his head, swung up a primitive powder-tube and shot at him.
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Another of the primates shouted, "Look at that huge crazy owl, I'll be derned! What's he doin’ out in broad daylight?"
The first metal ball missed Uzx by at least 2 wing spans, but a 2rd alien had better projecting ability and following Uzx's flight, let loose with another slug. This one honed in, amazingly accurate.
Uzx decided to experiment, so instead of evading the fast-moving piece of metal by space-shifting, he let it hit him near the base of his right wing. A powerful implosion occurred and intense pain ravaged in his owl-self.
But then he shoved the iron ball backward out the bloody hole, sealed the wound, split the slug into a thousand fragments and reversed their direction, sending them slowed down and into the posterior of another hunter who had gotten off his horse and was bending down to fill a drinking container.
The latter primate jumped up cursing, shouting, "Who buck shot me, Ya worthless scum!" and swung around pulling his short tube from his belt looking wildly about at the others on their horses.
“None of us!” the 2nd shooter declared. He scanned the hills for signs of hostiles, but saw nothing, then followed the flight of the owl. “I’m sure I hit that owl. This is gettin’ mighty strange…n’ I don’t like it.”
A stout man added, “Yah, That thing’s unearthly large. Weird stuff’s been happenin’. Don’t much like it neither. Remember the weird darkness day before yesterday.”
Finally, the obvious leader of the group recovered his wits and took charge. "Stop actin' like a bunch of barn hens, ya dumb asses! Next yokel that fires his gun will be gutted by me. Them buffalo may be on the oth'r side of the hills, but they got ears."
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Then he, too, squinted up at the owl as it flew east. "Gol dern it! That thing’s biggern any 7 owls togethar! Why, it's at leas’ 3 times tha size of tha eagle I shot last yeer in Colorada!"
He swung up onto his horse and shouted, "Com'on men, forgit the bird; let's get some buffalo!"
From high above, Uzx observed the 73 primates as they rode off. Sensing their killing lust, he skinned a growing sadness within him. Vivid memories etched his inner skin, ones he had uploaded from previously from the dead French scout’s brain.
All these primates slaughtered bison indiscriminately, usually leaving hundreds of bloating, bloodied carcasses abandoned on the plains. Only cared for by this planet’s swarming insects.
Leaving the scene, the Orxxjhian flew quickly across the landscape to where the other group of humans was trudging along the wide river in their line of wagons. He discerned the Neil one in the 3rd schooner and began a study of his mind and uploaded the primate’s vivid but tragic memories.
Some of the images deeply gouged into Uzx’s inner skin--to the point he almost lost his owl sense and stopped flapping his very large wings. Especially troubling was a scene of several years before, where Neil stood next to a companion who held a small dead female in one arm, and suddenly started hacking off the small child’s scalp of hair.
Repulsive! Disgusting! Evil. Deeply in angst, Uzx flew down and settled on a lone oak at a creek letting into the river.
To distract himself from that horror, he pondered these earthly human rituals concerning hair. Lacking body fur, these primates seemed to obsess with the thin strands on their heads, sometimes their faces.
The dark-skinned Wore whose shaved head sprouted only a thin ridge of spiked hair in the middle, often removed hair-skin from enemies—“scalped” them.
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Uzx did a chemical analysis of Neil’s and Naomi’s hair follicles—and that of the 111 other inhabitants of the moving wagons but skinned nothing of intrinsic value. Why do humans scalp their enemies? What a strange, barbaric custom.
Obviously, revenge and power-lust, though those emotions didn’t explain why money was paid for such savage strands. Or why the items were kept.
Of course, primates removed shaggy thick hair from bison too, and from flat-tailed mammals with big teeth that chewed on tall plant wood. Humans had an obsession, a ritualistic totem, for sentient fiber. Why? Sometimes the fixation was positive.
Many of their females wore their hair very long; seemed to be a mating ritual because when they married, most of them then hid their hair, braided up on their heads under an ugly cap of fiber.
Except for Neil's mate; Naomi let her dark strands flow luxuriating and undulating all the way down her back to below her waist. This she obviously did for Neil. She often pulled a utensil through it carefully, over and over. Intriguing. Now I’m obsessing, and Uzx smiled.
How strangely these Terran humans affected him. Perched high in the tree, his owl eyes mostly closed, Uzx got back to researching Neil’s memories. So many troubling ones. In a location called Tennessee, Neil battled dark-skinned primates. The data director inserted—Mongoloid race.
Overwhelming the latter with their death-dealing weapons, Neil, and others of European stock, shot, stabbed, and scalped the dark-skinned humans. A burly man near Neil, slashed his knife across a woman's throat and red gushed down over an infant she suckled. Screaming.
At last, the Caucasian men rode their horses over the mutilated bodies…
Utter silence, except for the thudding of hooves.
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Oh my Sire, my Maternal Pouch! Uzx wept. His inner skin reddened until moisture oozed out to the feathers of his owl self! Quickly he withdrew from imaging Neil's tragic memory.
If only I were back on Orxxjh communing in the Innerness with my many siblings and dear compatriots.
This terrible inner agony of being human reached deep into Uzx's vital organs. In Orxxjhian bereavement, he skinfulled, rapidly attempting to move his missing tail into deep mourning.
Later, finally, he recovered his alienological objectivity. And then he skinned back again into Neil's mind and the minds of others in his grouping. Most confusing of all of the earth primate’s memories, was the statement of Neil's companions who said they would get 100 bucks for each female scalp.
What could their earthly government want with hair from other humans, except as brutal revenge? Maybe a primitive means of accounting?
It made no reasonable good sense, but aliens' ways seldom did. So few had reached the Way of True Knowing, of the wonder of All/Ultimate.
Uzx remembered the odd deathing on the planet Rihalda. Now that had been grievingly depressing! But as a galactical researcher, he had experienced many strange behaviors. Yet he could never get used to the barbarism and petty selfishness. Terra was turning out, here at the outset, to be one of the worst.
Where are the Feltment Leadings of their Exalted Sires? Where their compassion? Why don’t the Maternal Ones speak up, demand these cruelties and massacres stop?
Was it because all these conscious primates on earth live mainly by their visual percepters, not skin feltment? Does their vision give them a sense of emotional distance from others, which can then lead to hatred, even slaughter?
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The data director from the globe-circling ship started to answer, but Uzx silenced the cyber-intelligence. Then he banished the horror of the bloodletting and skin removal from his felting. If not, he might lose control and skxxjh into untimed despair and his owl-host would die from the stress.
Next the Orxxjhian turned to accessing images from Naomi, Neil’s spouse, and her relationship with their one and only very small infant.
Uzx wondered, Could the human prederliction for evil spring from its being born so solitary in the womb, bereft of the joy and communion of many cute tailings sharing in the joy of their maternal pouch?
And how had Naomi come to her fervent devotion to a Terran understanding of All/Ultimate, filled with desire for compassion and empathy? She appeared to be the only nonviolent individual of all the primates that Uzx had studied so far.
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Out further to the west, Wore Wolf Teeth rode into the cleft in the limestone hills that his people called Weeping Water.
A large spring flowed out of a tall rocky bluff and wept down over many stone layers, from rock ledge to ledge to ledge—a thing of utter beauty--descending down and down as if their Mother of All were weeping for them, for her children because these pale aliens from the east were ravaging their land, hairy invaders who had no sense of right, but gobblers like locust.
After the falls, the stream then meandered past his people’s village into Wide Flat River. He refused to use the Oto name for the river. What a place of beauty our people’s land.
He, Wore Wolf’s Teeth, warrior of the Chaticks-si-Chaticks, rode proudly in amongst the lodges of his people with his great horse prize trailing behind him. People of his small village caught the glory of his ride and smiled with approval, then turned back to their work.
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Coming to a stop in front of his own lodge, he sat formally stiff and silent. His spouse Meadow Lark came out the front opening and stood looking down demurely but regally at the ground, holding their youngest, but a babe, sucking hungrily at her breast.
As required in the returning ritual, Wore didn't smile, but stared at his mate; but unspoken, his love descended to her in floods as he sat on his horse waiting the customary time of courtesy, not bragging like ignorant Whites with their lack of sense, their lack of morals.
Meadow Lark stood before her man, who had obviously counted great coup. What a wonder to be your woman, Wore Wolf Teeth!
Her husband’s two young sons stood silently by her, their eyes lowered too, but the littler one of only 4 years kept peeking up at his great father, and twisting a small rope in his hands.
The baby whimpered and Meadow Lark shifted her infant on her bosom. She thanked the Great Spirit for bringing her mate home.
But before they could speak and adjourn to their lodge for sharing and a home-coming ritual, this glorious moment got trampled.
The pageantry of their meeting got stomped down when unexpectedly 37 warriors descended the draw and came thundering into the village, horses sweating and breathing heavy, nostrils flared.
Wore turned and recognized the lead rider, a great Pawnee warrior of a western village, his face slashed with war paint. The latter dropped overly hastily to the ground—ignoring ritual courtesy—rushed up to the chief’s lodge, across the way, and called out in haste.
Quickly, Wore swung down from his horse, handed the reins to his older son, turned from wife and children, and strode off toward his leader’s lodge and the gathered warriors.
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Meadow Lark walked back into their lodge, put her infant down and began to tensely work on a bead pattern. But she couldn’t concentrate. She waited for the bad news.
Soon her man returned. He pulled her close to his chest. No words. He caressed her hair. But she knew it was war.
But with whom? The Lakota? The white invaders? Surely not the stupid Oto! However, she knew not to ask.
Turning from his spouse, Wore left, nodding to their 2 boys with stern affection. Then he rode out with the village chief, the other Weeping Water braves, away from their home, following behind the visiting war party. Wore tensed with excitement and honor and wrath.
The war party, while following a few Southern Lakota, had discovered a large hunting group of white invaders. The aliens were about to attack the great herd of bison along the Nebraskier River!
Wore cursed as he galloped east and with his free hand smeared a bit of charcoal across his face because of no time to apply formal war paint.
Only 3 summers before, these invading aliens had slaughtered hundreds of bison, so that winter 20 people of Wore's village had starved to death for lack of bison jerky. He had lost his older daughter; they had tried to get her to chew deer hide ooze from his fairly new leggings, but she caught the cough and died.
Wore Wolf Teeth leaned forward now and rode into hate, letting his wrath clod the ground.
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When Uzx came out of rest-state refreshed and ready to work again, the waiting data flow agitated until his skin hurt...
To be continued--
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In the Light,
Daniel Wilcox
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